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Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
it's the end of the month today. and yet there are projects that we are still working on. however, at least i am gonna to enjoy it without projects? nevertheless, i guess the progress of the projects are going on pretty fine, with tons of emails being flooded in my gmail inbox. and well, perhaps you have not read the papers or surf the net and yet you are a movie go-er, the prices for Cathay tickets has been revised!! and it can be as expensive as $10.50 for a single ticket!! that's only for blockbusters movie. but imagine to pay $10.00 for a single ticket on a weekend when $9.50 is already an amount that is sufficient to make your pocket rather empty for a single movie ticket. and prices have been revised since today!! which means when dear and i are going for a movie that is shown exclusively at Cathay, we got no choice but to pay $20.00 in total since our movie is after 6pm which students' prices cannot be applicable. but certain money cannot be saved when my boy and i are pretty much into movies these days. can't help it. (: apart from that, i am pretty sure that my best buddy is getting jealous since the time i got attached. she is also happily in love with her boyf after a year, which this makes me feel rather envious about her, and they are still very in love! well, i think she is gonna to make it a point to meet up rather frequent, so my boy got to be careful, someone else is gonna to snatch part of your time!! ;) and of course i will give her the time for us to meet up cos we are going to remain as best friends forever. that is something which no one can change. but i am still enjoying every single moment spent with my boy...there will be a time when best friend and boyf can reach to a stage of near balance and i guess for me, it wouldn't be anytime so soon!! bear with it, stef. =D but no worries, i will still spare some time to meet up with you, and of course the double dates. alright, it's time to get back to work now. got to finish the executive summary for entrep first. and it's 1st Feb tomorrow!! it denotes another meaning anyway. will try to update tomorrow. (: Tuesday, January 29, 2008
it has been a rather good week to begin with, being it as the last week of january. just that i have not really recover from my flu, it's been on and off, and i can't determine if it's my sinus or flu. all i know is that i am sick of taking medication this month, yes within a month! and my group is still working on projects even though the lunar new year is less than 2 weeks' time. and time passes so fast, it seemed like countdown was just yesterday, and lunar new year is arriving.realised that there is at least one presentation every week till the end of February. which means it's gonna to be formal wear at least once a week!! i just dread wearing formal wear to school but it seems like i don't have a choice, do i? met up with dear after school at cwp before he goes to school for classes. went Gelare for waffles with ice cream since it's tuesday! i have to admit that such cravings are pretty fattening but well, i usually can't resist such dessert temptations. (: but still i am gonna to work something out to maintain my size in case my boy gets his aim in making me grow fat... i am hoping to clear some part of the projects before this weekend, so that i can get into the kitchen for some new year goodies' baking. it has been quite some time since i last stepped into the kitchen for some baking session. trying some recipes for the first time. *excited alright, it's time for me to read up some stuffs in preparation for my presentation tomorrow morning. so meanwhile, enjoy the week and wish me luck! Sunday, January 27, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
been rather busy these days, and that explains why i haven't been blogging since monday till now. back to school on tuesday for entrep test which i think i might do well but maybe not score. then the NTU talk on wednesday which i see a 50-50 chance of entry. and project presentations are also in line for the next 3 weeks. friday night. decide to head down the coffee bean at the Rail Mall with dear after dinner since we decide to take a rest from town. and that's where i saw Chasel driving away without noticing me and dear bumped into his primary school teacher. and also, we'll be catching the following movies real soon, in the month of February. ![]() ![]() movies aside, for now, some thoughts. i know dear has been feeling much more tired than i do for these couple of days. and it's not that i haven't been thinking through, of course i did ask myself as in when will i know how to take care of myself, before dear and my family have to worry about me all the time when i am in fact, turning 20 this year. seriously, it's time to learn and take care of myself properly. of course it's good when your loved ones care because this feeling is exclusive to each individual, but dear will need his personal time with his family and friends too which he has been missing out quite a bit these two weeks. (as much as i would love to spend as much time with him as possible.) seeing him having to run between my place and his, i do feel the ache and the guilt for this, and yet there is nothing much i can do physically to ease them. all these are not for granted since he is the person i have chosen to share my happiness, sorrows, troubles with. it's gonna to be February soon, which means the lunar new year is arriving in less than 2 weeks' time. daddy is gonna to be back in the following week and it will be time for all of us to get busy with the spring cleaning of the house. but it would have another meaning when it turns 1st of Feb. gonna to work on the projects tomorrow. and guess it should be time for some quality sleep before brain juices get squeezed dry. have a good weekend people. goodnights. ` the act of loving is when two hearts are linked together to brave through happiness and obstacles. Monday, January 21, 2008
surprised that i blogged at this kind of timing when it's a monday and rightfully i should be in school for classes when i usually don't like the feeling of missing any classes? there can only be one reason when such situation arises, yups i am sick things to complete within this week;- 1. entrep written test tomorrow. 2. complete the final draft for CRMP project 3. entrep ica 1 part C's executive summary (not more than 3 pages) 4. work on entrep's project - operations plan 5. ephrd ica 2 6. human behaviour ica 2 (if possible) 7. hair trim during weekend in preparation for the lunar new year 8. spending some precious time with dear 9. any other matters it's quite a list to complete though. but i am pretty sure that i will complete most of them. ;) went for alex's birthday party on saturday night with dear and stayed overnight. had a good stayover for the new year and well, partially that accounted to daniel's 'poor' luck as well, but still it was a good interaction session somehow. just that the Twister game is making me feeling the aches all over; and on top of that, the bad flu that came to me at the wrong time. also, caught "Mr. Average" and "27 Dresses" last week with dear. if i have to choose, then i would recommend you all to watch 27 Dresses. it's a pretty good one with some of those nice wedding dresses. romantic comedy i should say. but it's still worth your ticket price for it. i have visited the doctor for the second time even when the first month is not over for this new year!! i wonder if this means that i will stay healthy for the following months since the bad ones had happened all within this month? and i am really guilty for making dear so worried every single time when i fall ill, and that, have deprived him of sleeping hours (when both of us need lots of sleeping hours). just like what mummy says; i wouldn't be able to do so much as he did for me except to love him more which he knows it by heart and to make him fatter by feeding him more so that aunty will not get worried. (: and i know i got to take care of myself when he gets enlisted into ns this year, which this will be happening in months' time. i just got to be independent in my personal things and let dear know that i will be alright even if he is not around there during ns. and to show him that i am perfectly well in shape when he meets me up. alright, gonna to study for entrep test now, just so happen if dear is gonna to pop by later and that my house will be noisy with bro coming back home. have a good week! ` being embraced in your arms is nothing but pure happiness. Thursday, January 17, 2008
the weather has been unpredictable these days. rain and shine; and this is gonna to make all of us fall ill in no time. well, dear and i visited the doctor on tuesday as we did not recover from self-medication. and yes till today, we are still coughing, but at least we are much better. and i guessed dear is more tired than i do, cos he has been coming over; making sure that i have not skipped any of my medication and to have early nights instead of those late nights for projects. on top of that, he is having his napfa test today.at least 3 to 4 of our projects' deadline have been extended by a week due to lesson plan mix up and tutor's availability. i wonder if it should be considered as a relief or other things, cos i wanted to get over it asap. but well, afterall, i guess it is not a bad thing. maybe it's just girls' nature to think more and thus ask certain scenario-based type of questions. but well, asking at times doesn't mean they do take it to heart, it's just a form of assurance at certain times, cos we girls are just emotional creatures that need lots of security. but asking is one thing, feelings is the still the most important thing to keep the whole relationship on with sparks and chemistry. anyway, gonna to catch movie with dear tomorrow. going to work on some project matters tonight as well, since this weekend is gonna to be hectic with alex's 21st birthday party this saturday. time for dinner now. shall update soon. (: Saturday, January 12, 2008
as usual, i slept half the saturday away. woke up feeling sleepy and was unwilling to get out of bed. but still, i managed to drag myself out of the bed at 1130am. had lunch soon at around 12 plus and was on the phone with dear after that, which i decide at last minute to head down to his place, cos he has not recovered from his flu and he is coughing too. (well, this gets me worried since it has been on for some days already.) brought the flu medication and honey lemon drink over for him. he was supposed to have soccer in the evening, but the weather just couldn't grant them the chance to, and it's just coincidental that it always rain whenever i am meeting him on weekends. the same situation happened last week as well as today. had dinner with his parents at Chomp Chomp tonight, and well, was feeling very full after that. overall, it was still a good day spent with dear. (:met up with weijian yesterday for dinner and catch up at Essential Brews around Holland Village area. it was a good catch up with him 'eyeing' at the female manager. he just couldn't concentrate talking to me when she walks past us. hahas. and the cheesecakes combination was pretty good, just that we are too full to complete everything...but well, it was nice to meet up, a pity that chasel daddy and mervyn could not join us. currently working on entrep presentation with report edited. going to complete CRMP as well in terms of my part, of course with entrep as the top priority. just pray hard that my cough gets better on monday, if not i will be in trouble when i can't present well. gonna to continue work on it before heading to bed soon. take care and goodnights!! Thursday, January 10, 2008
it's BPO ICA 2 tomorrow and i am only halfway through the revision. haven't been blogging these days. well, can't say i was busy with school, but it took up equal share as the time spent with dear. i know it's a bit more time spent this week as well, so i got to use my weekend up to finish up those work that i am supposed to do, plus the studying of the icas. exam timetable is out; last paper on 4th of March. boss have queued for a chalet, shall see if we are lucky to get that, and we will have our class chalet...and well, i guessed my body is not reacting too well to late nights and the weather, causing the illnesses to find me after they have disappeared for so long...well, yes i am talking about the gastric problem which i can't remember when was the last time i had a relapse of it since i have been taking regular meals. then eventually it can only be accounted to the late nights that i have.pretty afraid of taking medication cos the pills' size for gastric is...argh. and i think i have made him worried that night...sorry dear, didn't meant to make you worry, but well, i am fine now, all in good shape when you see me the next day. (: and on top of that, my sinus is giving me problems every morning for this whole week...but luckily i was still in the mood to cook dinner for him yesterday night. well, i do not have mood always to get into the kitchen to cook... met up with stef and david for lunch today, it was a last minute kind of thing. dear came along too, since we were supposed to have lunch together. lunched in ngee ann poly because stef insisted of having it. at the same time, stef is graduating in less than a month's time!! so unfair...but never mind, it doesn't matter. (: after that, dear came over to my place for a nap before heading off for soccer in the evening. hmm. let me think if i have missed out other things. oh...the bus in the mornings...couldn't understand why some bus drivers need to rush by speeding the bus and gone they went, passing by the bus stop without picking you up. and it's always SMRT buses. alright i guess that's about it. time for me to get back to revision for BPO. meanwhile, take lots of care and i shall update soon!! Sunday, January 06, 2008
this sunday is slightly different from the previous...woke up to accompany mummy to the wet market and was back on my bed sleeping till noon, cos it has been some time since i last accompanied her to the wet market on a sunday morning too. so skip the breakfast and headed for lunch, dear came over for lunch too, and he spent half the day with me at home, he could just sit beside me to see the work that i was trying to complete...was having some pms mood swings and stuffs which it nearly got my sis and i into an argument which mummy and dear got me out of it, and on top of that, projects are the next big thing, which they can get me pretty stressed up. but still, i got to thank dear for everything he did, tks dear!! it was so sweet of him to make sure that i am no longer in anger, not in stress as he thought of how to relieve it for me...he just have his ways to do so...and at times, i just felt so guilty that he is doing so much for me, and i might not have done enough...but i know there will be times that i will fill them up. (: anyway, it's about time to have some meet ups with friends...have tagged stef to ask for her schedule for a meetup soon. the last time was early last month if i have not remembered wrongly. and seems like she is getting bored with her internship...but this is how internship goes, i think mine was worse. it's another brand new week tomorrow...CRMP ICA 1 is definitely something that i do not wish to see...and BPO written test is on friday. and the week will get by with classes, project meetings, meeting with dear and hopefully stef or weijian...take care and shall update soon. ` i know everything is possible because i have you around me... Saturday, January 05, 2008
it's the weekend once again, holidays are over and it's time for work, yes i am referring to the projects, and project meetings...they cannot be avoided. and this weekend, it's partially for me to clear my projects' editing. it's gonna to be a heavy task to take on, cos it has been some time since i last touched editing.been meeting up with dear these days, off for dinners, our usual place and movies...but well, it's time to brush up my culinary skills and to cook often at home then dining out...but well, have to give me some time to find some new recipes, cos i don't think he would want to be eating that few dishes always. been spending time with him frequently, i wonder what happens if we do not meet as frequent..but this is also a kind of test for the both of us...and we will pass it well.(: apart from that, heard some matters here and there around me. it does make me go deeper to have some thoughts about it, but well, actually all these things happen everyday all over the world, it's just that we don't know. we'll just have to take it easy and live life as it is. indeed, we might not know what will happen in the future, but we can decide what can happen. anyway, i guess that's all for now. gonna to work on part of my projects first then shall head to bed as per our agreement. also, it's because it's wet market with mummy tomorrow morning, needs to wake up early too. have a good weekend cos i am enjoying every moment of this weekend of mine. (: ` some things that happened will make you treasure the one you loved more than ever. Wednesday, January 02, 2008
happy new year!!i know this greeting came in slightly...well, it's already 24 hours. but well, having one is better than having none isn't it? (: first day of school after the term break and everything doesn't seem to go well at all. i wonder if it's the start of the year, or were there other reasons accounting to it? but i guess everything will turn well eventually... been spending two good days with dear...new year's eve and the new year itself, which was just yesterday, and well, he got his dinner fixed by me and it did pass anyway. but it's more than just the new year of 2008 to us, and significant dates have specific meanings to them. but nevertheless, it's a good start to 2008 with family around, friends and of course, my dear. (: due to the holidays, make-up lessons are a norm this week. yes, i am having QM make-up class tomorrow. hopefully it doesn't drag on for too long...and there are loads more of projects to be completed, cos it's time that i should start working on them, no more time to be lazy. alright, this is just a short entry to update as well to start off the new year, cos i promised him that i am turning in early tonight for fear of having insufficient sleep tml, since it's gonna to be a long day in school from 9am to 330pm? meanwhile, take lots of care and goodnights! |
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