Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Thursday, May 31, 2007
i was only saying that i had an irritated throat last night.i was down with fever today. in fact, it is 38.9 when it was last taken at 930pm. well, i should be getting an mc tml. but i can't miss the ica that is held tml. well, say that i am stubborn, i just don't wish to take the make-up ica. my parents and grandma are trying means and ways to bring my temperature down, so that i will be feeling better for school tml. thanks so much mummy, grandma... (my mummy reads blog...(: ) therefore, a day was wasted without touching on projects and icas. initially planned to do IB today, but my fever has caught me off guard. (sorry lilian, i know you did the research. i will look through it tml.) now the only thing that i pray is that i would be better tml. and that my temperature would decrease. if not i will have to see the doctor, which my weekend would be time for recovery. alright, that's for now. i need to get myself wrapped in a jacket to force the perspiration out. (this is how you will feel better.) and soon i will be turning in. take care peeps. goodnights. Wednesday, May 30, 2007
i am finally done with the service journal!ohwells, gonna to edit it tml before submitting it in on fri. but i am going to start on my WHP tml. not only that, IB project proper will begin tml. since the outline has already been approved. can't imagine i went back to school today when wed is a no school day. and stayed in school longer than the usual days of lesson. (: been sleeping late nights these days. and that's the only reason that i can think of. which accounts to me falling sick. yes i am having slight cough with irritated throat. (lilian can verify that.) it's a public holiday tml. but it does not mean rest for me. daddy might be getting out which i might tag along despite the projects. and furthermore, it's supposed to be for me to rest since i am sick. it does not mean that i only have WHP. i have CRM ICA 2 as well as HRM ICA 1 to complete. quite a few things to settle off tml. to arrange my IB notes, read through my compensation notes, and minor touch on projects. school's been pretty fine. just that i have insufficient hours of sleep. resulting in me getting sick. alright, it's time for bed. shall update soon yea. take care peeps. goodnights. Monday, May 28, 2007
.jpg)  was in school early this morning for IB project discussion. and school ended only at 5 with lab session placed for e-learning. soon after school ends, was rushing to the airport to pick daddy up. yes, he was coming back today... so while waiting, sis and i did cam-whore-ing... hahas. pretty much of a nice backdrop at the airport. (but it's too far for me to travel there always...) dinner was at 9 plus at East Coast Food Village. let me recall, what did we had? BBQ seafood, satay bee hoon, sugarcane drink, coconut drink, wanton mee... pretty much of a variety right? this is the appetite of my family... yea, it's huge...hahas. gonna to start the report proper as from tml onwards. therefore, i have to complete my service journal by tonight. so with that, i shall go off to complete my journal. shall update soon! take care peeps. weather has been unpredictable, and many are getting sick. drink lots of water. and... goodnights!! Sunday, May 27, 2007
 thumbs up for these muffins from Little Jerry Cookies (: it was a satisfying treat especially after a swim. talking about that, finally i went down to my swimming pool after like 5 months? pretty much refreshing especially when i have so many projects on hand currently. will make it a point to get down for a swim, once a week? talking about projects, i am currently halfway through my service journal which i aim to finish by tonight. IB will start off tml for my group, and research will begin tonight with lilian. (: then i will have to complete WHP, Call Centre Practical Script and HRM ICA 1. quite a few ICAs to handle... not only that, there is a written test for compensation this coming fri, open book though. and daddy will be back tml. gonna to go to the airport to pick him up after my class ends tml. but i will head back home to take a bath before getting out again. and hopefully dinner is taken at East Coast Asian Village...hahas. (: with daddy coming back, then it's time to consult daddy on the electronic items that i wanna buy. my mp3 and the recorder... and in no time, my bestie's birthday will arrive this coming sunday. will just see how things go. -stef- i supposed your gift will be the one that you wanted me to buy since you have not asked anyone else except me...hahas and it's time to update me about your life (: miss you lots!! alright, shall get back to my service journal. shall update soon. have a good week peeps! Friday, May 25, 2007
well, after mugging for two nights,report proposal is finally done for submission today. but sad to say, crm service journal is up for submission next fri. which means i have to mug through the nights again. and guess what? my body is not reacting too well to late nights. but ohwells, i don't have a choice. (: Great Singapore Sales has arrived, and will last for a month or so. so it's time for us girls to do our shopping sprees!! girls simply just love this period of shopping... sprees for accessories, clothes, bags... school been rather in fact, good for me. just that i still can't get myself adapt into the tutorial sessions. lectures have been pretty much rewarding. (: in terms of knowledge and other minor matters. well, i guess there are just some emotional changes within me. perhaps its what known as the right feeling? but ohwells, nothing is for sure at the moment. on the other hand, can i let nature take its course? maybe i have to differ on this. well, maybe. (: just hope for surprises ;) alright, this is it for now. shall update soon. have a good weekend peeps. `certain things just take two hands to clap. Tuesday, May 22, 2007
IB tutorial was cancelled as ms cheong was on mc.and guess what? i am sick. with flu and cough. how lucky was i to have tml as a free day. but tml doesn't come free though, it's projects day. i have to and i wanna to complete my proposal by tml!! was getting home by train with jh just now. and the train was so so so packed!! jh was so pissed off with the lady who tried to explain that she was being pushed by other passengers on board when she in fact, had pushed her way through as well. ohwell, this is human nature and reality. no chance of denial. (: oh ya, went for a trim last sunday. so my fringe is pretty much short..(as defined by amelia.) was thinking of whether i should go for my re-bonding end of this year. but i am pretty tired of the hours having to wait. ohwell, this should just be for consideration. time to get back to my proposal now. take care peeps. shall update soon. Monday, May 21, 2007
school is not too much of a big problemexcept with all the ICAs arriving. and group ICAs, they would be on the go soon. well, hope that things would get smoother within the group in terms of communication i supposed? ohwell, just as things seems to get on fine... some things just have to happen. minor things though, not much of a worry, but it does land people in deep thoughts. well, are we given chances to retrieve back what we lost? just wondering..(: certain things just get me into further thinking. is it true that people are usually blinded by love in a rlsp? and are only awake after everything is over? some get me to be so envious of them, just like ronald and siying, while some get me into deep thinking... can't helped it to think it this way, cos who doesn't wants to get into one? but the consequences contributing to that puts me off at times. cos i can't imagine how things will turn out to be. i know people would say that if i don't try, how would i know? but will it guarantee that the trial of it will does me good? all these are just chances that are of minimal percentage of happening... pardon me, i am just getting random. (: oh ya, thanks my dear marcel for the cookies. (they simply fell in love with them, but lilian thinks its abit too sweet...) they like it the way you baked it, while i usually don't really prefer. hahas. (no offence on that, but i prefer your oatmeal cookies...) and now i clearly know what does amelia meant when alex always calls her out. Saturday, May 19, 2007
week 3 was considered good.and that the proposal dateline has been extended. to friday now. (: still hanging on to the tutorials. hahas. hopefully my time management is getting on track. was exempted from napfa yesterday. and yes i booked my appt to go for a review during my term break. school has been as per normal, nothing special has happened. (: been on voice conferencing with lilian these 2 nights. what have we been talking about? personal, school matters. and yesterday? school matters as usual, plus coffee beans to superior cuppuccino. hahas. pretty much of interesting matters always. and the funniest thing is that... lilian always get very awake after each voice conference even though its late in the night, while she will always get me sleepy. well, i guess i am normal cos its night time already. (: but i am not saying that she is abnormal. lols. (don't misinterpret my words. hahas.) this week has considered been rather happening. hahas. whether it's within me or friends around. i guess i need time to clearly know what's happening.. or maybe it's time to probe further? (: ohwell, whatever it is, school has to proceed on... with all the lectures and tutorials. (: (but i personally prefer lectures though.) have a good weekend peeps. (which i like to sleep late into the mornings.) goodnights. p.s. happy birthday marcel!! Wednesday, May 16, 2007
 although the mid-year promotion is on, shall wait for daddy before i proceed with the buying of this. i am looking at the black one, cos its 8GB. that is the largest amount of memory that they are offering. but the price is not minor either, $479. not only that, i need to get a recorder for lectures and tutorials usage. i supposed the budget needed for these 2 items would be $600? and guess what, my april internship pay is still not in yet. but i think i would want to get them during the mid-year promotion. working through my proposal now. but my heart is not in it. hahas. presently, voice conferencing with lilian. along with the disruptions from Yes 933... she has no heart on the proposal too. she is reading newspaper, telling me the current affairs. hahas. but i do read the newspaper too alright...hahas. oh ya, mummy has been reminding me to book an appt with NUH. cos at this point of time, they will only have free slots two months from now. knees been aching maybe becos of the rainy weather. sometimes i just wonder if being single is a good thing. cos friends around been having problems with theirs. while some are enjoying theirs too. (: not that i don't want to, perhaps its just that the right feeling hasn't arrived yet. school life is just getting more and more... its hard to explain. but it's just not the way school should be. but ohwell, it doesn't matter cos i am not bothered by it. ok. shall update till here. have a good week ahead people. its thursday tml. (: goodnights. Monday, May 14, 2007
blogger is really getting on my nerves.lost the post. and guess what, i pretty much forgotten what i have typed. ohwell, have to type it all out again. week 3 started off with a heavy heart. only started ABIT for the effective report writing proposal to be submitted next mon. yes you counted right, less than a week's time. this semester is hitting me hard. i wonder if that's because i have not adapt back to the pace after being back from IPP, or the pace was just too fast? was it the modules? ohwell, can't blame on them either. the routine cycle of attending lectures, tutorials, labs are not getting familiar to me after 2 weeks. wonder to classify under pathetic or terrible? school is just something that i have to adapt back fast before i can't catch up further. not only school is in small mess. friends around seems to be in worries and problems. whether its friendships or relationships. things are just getting too much of a complication. things perhaps should not turn out this way. not that i don't understand. just that they are not happening as what was expected. perhaps we have beautify them too much that they become a disappointment when we don't see what we have drew out in our minds. some are just that decisive to bring some memories out of their mind, while some are still lingering there to decide if they should go ahead with certain decisions. so is this what we call life? stef left for Australia for school purposes yesterday night. was feeling bad that i didn't managed to send her off. and she will be back this weekend. hasn't been able to update much to her. cos the modules are hitting me too hard. i know she understands whatever i said to her even though we are in different schools. but time is just that insufficient. alright, i shall get back to my proposal before heading for bed soon. shall update soon. (: goodnights. Sunday, May 13, 2007
tired.this concluded what i felt yesterday. yups, from morning till night. was sis's birthday yesterday. so accompanied her for lunch and as well to get her present, of course with me paying for it. (: she gladly got herself a wallet this time round. and yea, she got me into food indulgence. with waffles and ice cream, ajisen meals... aside that, it was hectic for us too. we don't really have time to shop for our stuffs too. mostly were all presents. there was a birthday party at night. (yes it was another one.) yups, who shares the same birthday as my sis. just that my sis is 16 and she is only 2...? the child was my mummy's cousin's daughter. sounds rather complicated? so whatever it is, went to attend... and by the time we reached home, it's already 10 plus. so can i conclude that it was tiring? not only that, the ICAs and projects are all up. and there are tutorials to be completed. managed to only complete the HRM till now. still working on IB and i have project research to do. and still, there are individual ICAs that i have to work on. and there isn't much time left. tml is the starting of week 3 and dateline is in week 5. for at least 3 ICAs...landing in the same week. guess i will be tire out by stress or something. yes this is the kind of workload that kills. and with that, my temper is not getting too good as well, i don't know what's with me, but things just don't seem to get right. yes i have to get on with my work now. will update soon. have a good week ahead. (: Thursday, May 10, 2007
dental therapy was not too good.you can't imagine how things went when it's a 3-hr appt. was feeling the pain when the numbness went off this afternoon. yes you've got it. the doctor gave me a jab on the gums. will be going back for review in 6 weeks. (most prob.) school was pretty fine. other than the projects that have arrived, and will be due for datelines soon. not only for team projects, individual ones too. it's gonna to get me busy for some time. gonna to have early school tml. getting ready for bed, since i have been feeling sleepy too. will begin on ICAs this weekend. (: and of course tutorials. goodnights. Tuesday, May 08, 2007
non-stop for 5 hours, from 1 to 6. huge amounts of IB knowledge, and lots to absorb for compensation. now i clearly know why my wednesdays are free this semester. (: gonna to call NUH tml to schedule for an appt. my left knee is hurting me so badly. especially in the nights. the pain will just come and go in every few minutes. last seen my doctor in end of jan. and now...only may... not only that, i have dental appts as well. all the health matters. how many of your happy memories can you retain in your mind? and how many actually get to remain in your heart? on the other hand, do you get flashbacks of your unhappy incidents? that's why careful decisions are made after painful experiences. communication is always know to be vital to know someone better. but how many can communicate with those they wish to? and how many can we turn down? the ratio is perhaps 1 : 50? or maybe even higher? i should have let it go and turn myself away. because perhaps it has been an illusion to me all along. i knew it must be kept off from my mind. but what was holding me back from it till then? i gave up in looking for any reason to fulfill this blank. because i knew i will never get an answer. of course, i want to be loved. (: but when will the moment arrives? and when do you know it's the right moment? (pardon me, just getting random.) gonna to finish up tutorials tml. settle some misc. matters. weather's been unpredictable. so people, take lots of care. goodnights. Saturday, May 05, 2007
a week of school was over.ipp report submitted. but it's not a pretty much relaxed weekend though. yes, tutorials are queuing up to be completed. that's so much for schoolwork. as for school environment, everything remains the same, what changes can there be? there can be a couple of reasons that makes me look forward to campus life. ohwell, was on the phone with marcel last night. it was a GOOD talk i must say. perhaps i should phrase it this way: what people see or think in their way might not be what i have thought to be. sounds pretty difficult right? ohwell, time to make use of brains...hahas. after the talk. it just makes me realise that sometimes, we humans... we don't really have choices, isn't it? and perhaps it was a better direction set after yesterday night. a better direction as to my aspects in life. well, some are just by pass points that stayed long but they don't stay permanently. my mum unlike other parents, she has been urging me to get into a rlsp. but i will always reply her. i haven't found the right one. and singles are open to choices. and with that, she will just leave me alone without that. hahas. well, so much so that one have to agree. as singles. indeed we are more carefree... and that no one interferes in your way of socialising. (: but, which girl doesn't want to be loved? that's the question. :P ohwell, so much for it. it's time for bed soon. have a good rest people. goodnights!! ): just went to surf around Sony's webpage.. remember i mentioned that i wanna get a new MP3...? yes i got to know about the price... i pretty much preferred the black one.. and it's a 8GB with mp3, video and photo playback... but the price is...$479!! i think it's hard for me to spend this amount at this moment. perhaps a month or two later? hopefully the price decreases by abit. (: `what goes around you does not mean that it belongs to you. Thursday, May 03, 2007
at 1am:i have just completed my IPP report. yes been editing it. and guess what, i am still 35 words more than the recommended length. ohwell, i am gonna to hand in no matter what. it has been a hectic day today. it was meant to be a short school day from 3 to 6. but within these 3 hours, so many things could happen. hope that everything would be resolved by tml. and it's a friday. don't make it feel so bad as though like it was a monday. words to marcel. i didn't know what things got on so bad. why didn't you inform me about it? at least through sms? you know i will be there even though i am busy. oh my, you must be suffering it in silence within. although you might sound that calm, but i know you are not. tell me more over the phone tml night yea?(: alright. so much for now. i badly need my sleep. waking up at 730 tml.. less than 7 hours to sleep...!! goodnights! Tuesday, May 01, 2007
firstly...happy birthday lilian!!another year older means more worries, but also... you have to find ways to solve them...hahas. was out with lilian, jh and gang to mindcafe today. had a good time with broadgames ya? seems like it has been a long time since i last touched them. nevertheless, good times usually passed ultra fast... took quite a number of pics. lilian will update them soon i suppose?(: oh ya, saw minghua mdm working at mindcafe today!! (only those jwss rc cadets will know who am i talking about...) she could recognise me...!! but it was until i asked her...then she said she recognise me.. but it was good to meet someone that you haven't met for like... 4 years? alright, so much for today, will upload the pics when i get them... it's no-school day tml. my wednesdays are free... that i supposed are for the first few weeks only... and this semester will be a tough one. judging from the modules and notes... so what will i do tml..? yes i am staying at home... finishing off my IPP report... at least to finish it up before i do editing to it? that's my aim for tml and i must complete it...(: so much for today. it's may already... have a good rest people. it might just be another day in school tml. goodnights. |
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