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Sunday, April 29, 2007
today was home the whole day.hmm. so what was i doing? family bonding time... to bake...cheesecakes!! and it's the first day of school tml. missed the school ground for a total of 11 weeks. wonder how's like to get back to that familiar ground. meeting lilian, jia huey and amelia at 1030am... shall see how things go...(: about this...hmm... Saturday, April 28, 2007
was slightly late in meeting up with her though. we went takashimaya to shop around. so i got my clothes from FOX... because it's already opened after the renovations!! it's the first time we went shopping before we had our lunch.. couldn't decide where to have lunch, so we went cineleisure to have pastamania.. then got the anklets together (as shown above.) (yes they are of the same colour) soon after that, we went marina square to look around, shop around... try on clothes, look at clothes..(: alright, girl, we will meet up some time before or after your trip. ![]() immediately after the meeting with stef, oh ya, tks hwee hong for the gift and card. alright ppl. Thursday, April 26, 2007
![]() ![]() ![]() saw the above... i mean the doughnuts... they are from The Regent (one of the hotels..) just behind Tanglin Mall. and they are like $1.20 each...!! alright so much for the doughnuts... the next pic is the small gift for my colleagues at work. and time just passed so fast. it's the last day of IPP tml. was just thinking of the times we grumble that IPP have to start so early and it will last for 11 weeks, and in a blink of an eye, it's the last day tml. i will miss the times of taking the shuttle bus in. the green environment that i have been adapting to for the past 11 weeks. the red brick path to go for lunch. as you all know, i have quite a few managers... i will miss... - yang sun who will always ask me to check the articles for the morning. - patricia who never fails to bring a smile on her face every day. - theresa who will always pass me the articles for translation. - jacqueline who will have work and personal matters that we could talk. - jean who will always be busy but will say hi when she bumps into me. - puay qi who just came back from her annual leave not long and is taking charge of april's translation. - every single colleague who have made my internship at National Parks Board (NPB) a wonderful one. - the times facing the board room seeing the senior management stepping out from there. - the familiar route that is taken to office. - the time spent waiting for shuttle to arrive and pick me up to get home. - and every single minor matter that have happened. of cos not to forget, my internship partner who works different department with different job scope but getting the same internship pay, alex. yes i will always remember the times that everyone of us including hwee hong would be anxious about our pay and you will always be the one checking. (of cos you will be the first to get it.) it seems like it was the day that we started the countdown. and there you go, it's the last day tml. (yes and pls spot the cars for the last time. hahas. and the person whom caught your attention in the first week, yes i know you are reading and you know who is it...lols.) how can i ever not miss the times i had here? ever once thought that posting to NParks wouldn't be fun, especially when ame reminded me that my intern partner was alex...hahas. but this has proved otherwise. (oh ame, if you are reading, alex has been nice...maybe he is only nasty to you...LOLS.) and time just pass this fast to send us back to school. i guess i'll adapt it well. no more newspaper translations, no more media events to attend, no more photo shoots, no more this, no more that. i will miss them, for sure. (: no celebrations out tml night. i think i will be too tired. everything is pushed to saturday. saturday is gonna to be filled up with gatherings and meet ups. time has been set and of cos for venue. needless to say, if you are a regular reader, you know who am i getting out with...(: alright i guess that's all. it's bed time even though it's the last day tml. goodnights. Tuesday, April 24, 2007
alright.here it goes... its the LAST week!! and i can't imagine how busy i was. can you imagine the moment once you finished off a manager's work, another one shouting for you? yes, that's what i have been experiencing for the past week. despite busy this week, it's still enjoyable. (: can't imagine 11 weeks is turning into history soon. which most of us have to return to the school ground on the 30 Apr. and of cos, to submit the internship report and our log book by next week. (guess what, i only started that little bit of it?) it's our staff conference tml. but i can't attend. i have work on hand that does not allow me to. however... alex is going!! hahas. i don't know how is he going to spend his time there... cos it's pretty corporate stuffs... and i saw the photos of the Giordano shoot which i had last friday. can't say its nice..but i must say Cheryl did a good job with the photos angles.. i have not spoke to my supervisor to ask her send it to me though. shall do it within this week. (which i must) just wanna keep it as a momento? i supposed so? (: another 3 working days. it will soon pass with the amount of work i have on hand. which includes packing my table up for the next colleague. and saturday will arrive with outings with stef, hweehong and alex. (that's two different outings on the same day.) and yes i am pretty busy with some stuffs when i am back home these days. (it's for friday..so its pretty rushing) does good feelings equal to liking? and does all that make one do things willingly? is that supposed to be happy or miserable? ever reached the stage by which you are near the confession yet words doesn't reach you and they get down once again? all because you WORRY. or knowing that it's all along a one sided affair, which you do not wish or can't verify at all. for fear of losing a friend. but you can't helped but to think otherwise, of more than a friend? all one can do is to wait for the other to speak? the feeling is terrible but this is inevitable. there is nothing else one can do. alright, its time for bed. cos i need to get up much earlier than usual tml. all becos of a staff conference. the shuttle bus comes only ONCE. take care people. goodnights. Saturday, April 21, 2007
it's slightly late in updating today. cos the photos take some time to be uploaded.(: as known, i was out with marcel today!! yes, that's finally... i went out with other purposes too..hahas. so we met at bugis with confused minds of what to eat... in the end, we decided on pastamania...hahas. (sorry gal, didn't meant to go somewhere that you didn't really like.) then we walked around... bumped into my secondary school junior, kuofeng.. was shocked but ohwell, there isn't anything to hide from. hahas. in the end, nope, we didn't got what we wanted.. so we set off for town. meeting lilian and huishan along the escalator while going down to the station. proceeded wisma atria, takashimaya and heeren... there were lots of funny happenings along there... and takashimaya is having this shoes and bags affair thing... yes, bags and shoes were on offer. till 4 may i think? in the end, we went straight to plaza singapura. that was the place where i got the things i wanted. which that include another top from FOX added to my closet. hahas. (that's for marcel too...) they have quite nice tops for this spring season though. then it was indulgence time!! we went Galare for dessert...!! chocolate chip waffle with ice cream... yes that's rathering fattening...but... who cares? hahas. after that, we began walking around plaza singapura. because she was meeting another friend for dinner there. then we went carrefour, seems like this place is a must whenever ps is visited. hahas. got some food stuffs and we parted our ways... marcel, thanks for everything today: the time and effort you spent to get my stuffs (you know what is that...shh...) the chats that we have missed since the start of IPP. the laughters that we shared within lunch and desserts. i'll see you soon back in school in ONE week's time.. another week left for IPP. my programme for next saturday is lined up too. my afternoon is given to stef. my evening is given to hwee hong and alex. busy with outings also meant that the cash going out is huge too..hahas. then sunday is for home. as for jinxian...will pass you your belated gift when my school reopens in may? so pls pls set a time out alright? (: alright people. meanwhile have a good rest. i am turning in cos i am so so tired after today's outing. and my knees hasn't been too good either. been feeling the pain these days... goodnights. Friday, April 20, 2007
it's friday again.well, just to update about what's happening today. it was a photo shoot for Giordano and NParks. haven't got the photos yet. will upload them once i get them. (that's if i get them...) but all i can say is... it's tiring even just for a photo shoot like this. a slight angle mistake can cause pictures to be re-taken. ohwell, the giordano staff were friendly enough to cooperate with us. so this makes things much easier. (: but in all, this was an overall new experience for my internship. since this is the tenth week. big thanks to: our photographer, Cheryl. my supervisor, Jacqueline. the Giordano staff who were helping us, Paragon (Junior): Kelly & Nina. Takashimaya (Unisex): Yue Yi & Nicholas. it's weekend again... getting out with marcel... yes i am meeting you up girl... finally!! will update on that if i am not too tired tml. (: just came to blog about today's event. not much to add on. have a good weekend. rest well. goodnights. Thursday, April 19, 2007
time just flies..it's friday again tml!! and so fast, a week is gone. it seems like i just sent my friend off on her last day just yesterday or something. perhaps it's because i was much more busy since i am alone this week. so naturally time pass faster. naturally at workplaces, we will bound to meet new people, new things. and it seems like i am getting used to the workplace at NParks. especially with the translations every morning. it seems to be a routine since 10 weeks passed. i will never fail to miss out any news (if possible) ever since the IPP. and since i am left with only a week, of course i am hoping for events to be out of office. and i supposed there is one tml. update more if i could...sometimes, it's just confidential...(: it's another a week plus before i am getting back to school. i am starting to have this mixed feeling. don't know i should be happy or sad getting back to school. will be back to that familiar school ground, with the familiar faces, familiar tones of voices... wonder how would it feel like when we are back as students in school again? yes finally, i am meeting marcel up this saturday... after not meeting her for so long.. it's gonna be a good catch up... and been feeling tired so easily these days. and it's going to be a long day tml. got all my work lined up for tml after the lunch meeting today. take care people. drink lots of water. goodnights. *sometimes, are we just spolit for choices?* Monday, April 16, 2007
today is the start of week 10.do a little countdown. that's like another 9 working days? but things don't happen that smoothly on my first day being alone. let's do a list down. 1. the bus was so packed with passengers that i have to miss 2 buses in a row. 2. i had to cab into the office from the bus stop outside botanic gardens which cost me $5, since i missed the shuttle bus. (to be reminded, i work in the central area of botanic gardens.) 3. being alone after 8 weeks with a partner, the scanner in the office has to be down, and i have to get to other departments to use their scanner..(and not all of them were friendly...) 4. there were at least 10 articles to be scanned today. (which is one of the most that i have encountered within my IPP till now.) 5. by the time i am done with all the newspaper stuffs, it's already near lunchtime. well, the day is over. but i have to cope with... the loneliness being alone, the quiet environment... somehow or rather, still trying to get used even though my first week was like this. and the next day is coming tml. i wonder how's time gonna pass from 0830 to 1800. just decided to add songs to my blog. haven't been doing that for some time. so the song playing now is "你记得吗" by 胡彦斌 it's a nice song, although it's bit old...(: it's gonna to be another new day tml. shall have a good rest. and recently, the flu or sinus bug is around... everyone seems to be having that. including me. my sinus problem just happened yesterday morning. (: take lots of care. drink lots of water. goodnights. Sunday, April 15, 2007
![]() ![]() time just passes so fast. it's end of another week. and it's a working day again tml. and i have to handle things alone tml onwards. ohwell, don't think about tml first. went to westmall today to return my library books as well to collect my bag. then there was this M1 roadshow at westmall. with special guest daren tan.. since i am there, why not just join the crowd... hahas. so took photos...and there they are... some are rather small.. but that's the best i could go. i was at the 3rd level. it was later that my sis went to the ground level before getting the close shot...(: i supposed that's all. been feeling rather tired these days even though i am having sufficient sleep... that i wonder why. but i can't be too much bothered about it too. have a good rest people. it's another working week tml. take care. (: Saturday, April 14, 2007
as promised, i am back with updates from today!! saw above pictures? yes, that's hwee hong (or better known as hui fang.) that girl is just simply too great. we had one whole day of fun today. first to check out some gifts at vivocity, then pastamania lunch at habourfront centre, kbox at marina square, then ajisen at funan IT mall, before heading back to PS for some shopping. pretty much of a schedule for 7 hours? let's get down to some basic details... this girl...she was sick. yes with cough. and she saw a doctor this morning before she meets me. then she sang till her voice changed like a-do during kbox session. her voice was much better when we went for dinner. (yes i was screaming that i am hungry...) then we went PS carrefour...hahas. but it was raining, so somehow or rather, we were slightly wet... but ohwell, it was a good time out with her. we have arranged another one sometime soon. meanwhile, enjoy school girl. we will meet soon. (: it has been such a long time since i last visited kbox. but it hasn't been sufficient. 3.5 hours only. a bit short for someone like me who have not visited kbox for like 2 over months. and there are too many new songs to pick from... ohwell, shall make a trip there soon. (anyone game for it? (: ) marcel: this coming saturday...finally it's coming! hwee hong and alex: the saturday after the last day...dinner..! stef: you're missed by me too! we shall find time to meet up soon. (: jinxian: if you're reading this, spare some time to get your stuffs from me after your exams yea? perhaps end of april or early may? (: alright, it's been a tiring day. and there are more to come tml. the returning of the library books. the collection of my bag. oh ya, and know what, daren is going to westmall tml. ohwell, i am returning my books at westmall, the same for my collection of bag too. (: turning in now. have a good rest people. goodnites. Friday, April 13, 2007
as much as i love fridays always...this particular friday is my saddest. cos it's my twin partner's last day!! but well, no one cried and say those mushy stuffs... simply, 8 weeks were gone. as much as i hate to say goodbye and stay on my attachment for another 2 weeks without her, i still have to. -pouts- time passes especially fast. (i seriously wonder why.) she was handing things over, settling the last minute stuffs... but ohwell, i am meeting her tml again!! and yes! for one whole day! will update more tml...!! (: just finished watching the recorded "Sweets for my Sweet" it's a channel 5 new show started last week. and guess what? i am falling in love with desserts now.. yes especially with chocolate stuffs... and how much i am yearning for the desserts buffet... of course i know it is VERY fattening... but... who cares?!? hahas. for the sake of food. nope, i am not gonna to just drop the idea of just thinking and not eating... cakes, tarts, etc..(: no desserts buffet? never mind. but at least cakes and coffee? ohwell, seriously, i am in deep trouble for desserts fantasy... well, is it true that if we missed one good relationship, we will have to wait 3 years before another good one comes along? ohwell, that is a heard say only. but 3 years, would it be a bit too long a time? perhaps after going around in a big big circle, the final destination is still the starting point. perhaps he was never being left out, perhaps his memories would linger around. perhaps all i did was to flip a page over his to start another new chapter, and now, to flip it back to read it through again, hoping to add something further. (: it's gonna to be a fun yet tiring day tml! shall get my rest early. it's weekends already. take lots of care... and i shall be back with updates!! (: Tuesday, April 10, 2007
first thing..timetable is out!alright, free on wed. school starts late. ends late. but not later than 6. sounds pretty alright isn't it? (i think so too.) work is as usual. nothing much to talk about. except that hwee hong is leaving on fri!! time just passes so fast, it's 8 weeks already. and it's time for her internship to end. and mine? another 2 more weeks... ohwell, it will pass soon. (: but we will be meeting up this sat for some fun. and she is preparing for it. hahas. -looking forward to saturday- but i hope to skip the friday off. cos next week i will be alone again. no one to join me for newspaper translation, lunch, and other things... imagine how many things are affected when one leaves? never mind, her school is near my place. anytime we can meet. (: been feeling rather tired these days. so it's time for bed soon. people around, do take lots of care. goodnights. *only you yourself knows what you really want, which no other person can tell you the answer.* Sunday, April 08, 2007
haven't been blogging for the past few days.been rather busy since this is a long weekend. was out to IMM on friday, yups, shopping!! got 2 pairs of earrings... so they are added to the big collection... then saturday...went to bugis... got a new bag...(: as for today, went praying for Qing Ming. and soon, it's time for work tml. although its already week 9 starting from tml. but ohwell, i redeemed my 3 hours off tml afternoon. so at least it wouldn't be too taxing on my first day of work after a long weekend. sometimes, it's just this surprising. something that i thought it has no longer exist might just be lingering around. of cos, the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment. definitely after lessons, one wouldn't place their hopes too high. but of cos, hopes for the best and the ideal. so that when it really happens, it's the best gift that had happened. but when you hoped for something, you will most probably disappoint another. can't say that it will happen everytime, but well, always? ohwell, it's just some thoughts. no harm posting them here too. gonna be a stressful morning tml. (esp with all the newspaper translations.) have a good rest people. take care. *sometimes when certain things are not mentioned, not because they are forgotten, it's just that I know more time is needed to see if it's understood to be realise.* Wednesday, April 04, 2007
well, very soon, this week is gonna pass.cos it's already the mid of the week!! this week's work were pretty much of a mixture. i had a filming out on mon... it was for a kids central programme... (of course i am NOT inside the filming progress...i LOOK..hahas.) and it's the last working day for this week tml!! which means that hwee hong only have another week left with me! (in case people don't know, hwee hong is the other intern with me...she is from np.) had a good chat with marcel... sorry girl, didn't meant to skip the outing this coming friday with you.. i have already pre-booked you in advance, no denial in the future...hahas. as for stef, who wanted to date me out for lunch today. as much as i want to, my office is just too far out of place. just to get random a bit. cos marcel was trying change the theory of to love is much better than being loved. i guess many should be wondering why? many of us knew the fact that being loved is of course much better. becos we will be always surrounded by people who love us, be showered with care and concern. but she said something that i thought it might just justify it. as much as we are always surrounded by people who love us, however, despite many things that the one who love you does, it does not equivalent to one thing that the one you love does. (if you people get the idea, then you will understand this whole thing.) oh well, i did. (: daddy is coming back tml. means its seafood dinner tml!! yeah! and on top of that, don't know whether becos of the weather, i was sneezing so badly in office today...): ohwell. it shouldn't be the environment. it's the botanic gardens...! hahas. i guess that's about it. have a good night rest, peeps. take care. nights. p.s happy birthday, jinxian (: *我怀念的 是无话不说* Sunday, April 01, 2007
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