Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
let's go slightly random today.don't wish to talk about work further. sometimes some things are meant to be a fantasy. they meant to bring one on a roller coaster and place you back to reality. it means its time to wake up. the courage to do certain things... it is a level of trying out. many a times, because of some factors, we will never take the step out. the courage of picking up a phone from a familiar number. the courage to turn someone or something down. the courage to do something that you wished to do. and often we lost the courage in the aspect of relationships. indeed i am lots happier after my break up many months ago. i can say i am a happy girl now. (: but happy girl has moments that she feels down too. but it seems like no one is able to find out what are they, do they? they are much hidden. happiness has overlapped them. fortunately. to catch up with close friends around, to spend time doing my favourite things... it has been a great year till now. since two months has past. of course, happy girl is expecting more great things to keep coming in this year. but she can't escape the fact that there will be times of unhappiness and troubles. she just have to bring them through and hope that they are minimised. of course she hopes that friends around would be less burdened from their worries. and that they would be much happier tomorrow as compared to today. enough of random-ness. turning in now. feeling rather tired. take care people. *是因为越在乎 给彼此伤害更多 有了距离以后 看到不同的你和我* p.s happy birthday siying!! Monday, February 26, 2007
it's been some time since i last had an entry.alright here it goes. it's the third week of my attachment. did i tell that i had another intern with me in the same dept? i don't think so? she is from np. but it's nice to have another company in the same dept. but work wise. it's becoming a routine. especially the newspaper translation. i haven't been mentioning about this right? well, since i am working at National Parks Board (NParks) as long as the chinese newspaper articles contain anything related to NParks. i would have to do the translation of the article to English. yes you read it right. i am practically holding a bilingual dictionary every translation morning. (: that's about it for the moment. next, i got a new phone which have angered stef lots..hahas. i know you are not so petty my dear...hahas. yups, it's nokia 7390. if you hasn't got any impression, it's pink in colour and it's a flip phone. oh well. got it just ytd when my sis got a nokia E65. been feeling rather tired. ohwell need more rest that's all. or rather, more sleep. hahas. it has been raining these few days when i am in office. people pls do take care ya. people tend to fall sick easily. talking about that, just got another batch of medication from my doctor ytd. for home use. and i seriously think that my migraine is getting worse. cos my doctor did a more thorough check ytd. i think that's for the time being. will update soon if possible. (: p.s sher, if you are reading. pls add me into ur list ya? its jacinta.soh@gmail.com tks. (: Thursday, February 22, 2007
alright. yes i am still feeling tired..was on the phone with lilian ytd. don't know why always talk to her will feel sleepy de..lols. oh wells. yes i am happy for you. we know for whatever the reason it is. (: then went to work as usual today. finally went to Teman Serasi for lunch today. and yes alex is so tempted by the huge big crabs there. he vow to try them one day within our attachment. we still have 9 weeks though. and yes i was printing labels (stickers) for work today when i decided to print my name out so that i can stick on my books or something. was rather curious over new things though people might know about it already. take it that i don't know alright? hahas. being kind, i did for my sis and bro as well as alex. but this guy...he was sarcastic. ohwells. (: whatever. then was on the phone with marcel just now. managed to catch up lots with her through that 1 hour plus call. we have laughters and fun through the phone. well, can't describe it in actual too. but the feeling is good. can't imagine i have known marcel for near a year. and for stef, it's reaching 7 years soon. phew. alright that's about it. it's friday again tml. will update soon. take care. (: Wednesday, February 21, 2007
alright. no more breaks. before i mention anything about today. let's turn back time to yesterday. was out with stef to town for yesterday. she met me at my place before we got off at Far East as the first stop realised that many shops were not opened. we moved on to other places. and i decided that i shall get a bag... so bought a bag yesterday. and it was chosen by stef.(trust her taste more...) then we walked all the way to pastamania for lunch at cineleisure. then took a bus to marina square since we are both on bus concession. it didn't matter. then she needed to get something from precious thots. and next, we were off to ritz carlton hotel. the place where she works. and guess what? everyone thought that i was her younger sister. hahas. well, we have been mistaken for years. it doesn't matter if a few more has said it. hahas. ohwells. back to today. went to work. feeling so tired. another intern came in today. so at least there was someone to accompany when i am bored. but i was rather busy this morning to early afternoon. was rushing out work though. poor me huh... but this is work. so have to just bear with it yea? (: take care people. (: short note to sino. i don't know what's bothering you, but more or less. i think i can guess what's happening. i don't know what truth have you spilled out to whoever your friend was. (or maybe, more than a friend?) but you know you have to make it clear. despite mixed emotions, through the years, i think you have been through enough to know how to clear the lines between the emotions. it didn't matter if others have doubts in the words you say, because you must remember that there is still someone out there who will believe in you. don't ask me who, you know it clearly well enough who it is. to know is to take things a step forward. to understand is to bring things to a higher level. to feel is to experience what your heart really wants. only when you attained all that, you would know what you really wanted. your heart is now in the middle of an open sea, nowhere to be found. it's only lucky to the person who managed or rather who is able to look out for your heart and find it for you. you just have to feel it clearly who will it be. or do you think there should not be any? it is no longer a choice, it has gradually become a decision. Sunday, February 18, 2007
happy new year people...!!!hopefully you people have lots of red packets this year!! and of course, people pray for good luck and good wishes this year... that includes me too.. first day of new year... been out the whole day..and yes all 'bad' things are done during new year... you see...gambling, drinking...etc. nope. i haven't been gambling yet..hahas. but drinking...hmm. more or less, abit. hahas. been rather busy preparing for new year, so hasn't been able to update. getting out on tues with shwa juan, shi yin, and enting..the usual crowd. yes. ohwell. didn't managed to go with amelia they all. but we sure have chance to. then wed, i'll be back to work. in fact, everyone. then meeting lilian, cooper and ren xin for dinner on wed night aft work. oh well, work. wonder what's in store for work this coming wed. alright. this would be it for the time being. take care people. have a new year ahead...(: Wednesday, February 14, 2007
here it is again.before anything. happy valentines people..!! well, been at work till 6 today. no dates, so no worries of being late for dates ya. but in turn got wishes from friends. which they are rather warm at heart though. well, you can't expect much when one is single. it's the same thing when one no longer pins on expectations. surprises. how much i have wished this would happen within this life. but they aren't many chances for that to happen. work has been rather light these few days. maybe because it's still first week, and my actual work starts only next week. after the chinese new year. so its a relief for me. been lunch-ing with alex these 2 days at the nus campus. haven't had the time to go out to Teman Serasi (i think spelling is this..) but will do so within these 11 weeks. hahas. took a walk to explore around botanic gardens today after lunch. it's so peaceful as compared to the hectic life in school. but working speed now...abit slow...(: had took a couple of pictures, but hasn't been able to load them. so wait a while more...? just finished talking to lilian on the phone... don't think so much, girl. everything will go well for you de... because you will be rewarded for the things you do good. it's only the first week. you still have 10 weeks more. jia you wors...ok? we will work hard together at our work environment? alright. my eyes are shutting and i need to work tml. catch a good rest. hope that everyone has spent a good celebration with your loved ones! take care. goodnight. Monday, February 12, 2007
it's the first day of IPP.work is rather relaxing today. but i supposed there are more tml. my eyes were nearly shut...hahas. (have to work my brain though.) got a pass to get through the doors of NParks. my department is rather easy to communicate. well, communications dept. i supposed all the others are feeling the same way as me on the first day. it's another day to look forward to tml. and soon it would be chinese new year. so it will be time to enjoy. now then i realise NParks HQ is that in depth of Botanic Gardens. and its near the bukit timah campus of NUS. i think so. hopefully there are activities that i would be able to join them outdoors. *praying so hard for the chance* oh well, alex and i are working at NParks but we are of the different depts, therefore different storeys level. valentine day is arriving. in two days' time. couples would be celebrating. friends would be celebrating too. oh no. i am working..till 6. but oh well. to say that i don't feel bad, that's lying. but when you are single, you don't have a choice. yes, single. we still have the chance to receive flowers and gifts. but nope, you don't have a choice to choose your partner. (: hahas. oh wells, february already. more time to prepare stuffs. or rather things that i wanna do.. since its after exams... alright. its another day tml. wonder what's in store. or rather i know what i have to do tml already. have a good rest people. take care. goodnights. Friday, February 09, 2007
its the end of year 2. or rather its the end of the exams. been pressurised during the study and exam week. but it's all over now. IPP is starting in 2 days' time. and we are off to work in our respective offices. a duration of 11 weeks. it's no longer TEP that we might bump into each other at times. it's IPP this time!! all over Singapore...! but ohwell, having to say that... lilian, ame, jh and myself. we had a great time this afternoon before IPP begins. cos all the 4 of us are going to different places though. (unless they are visiting botanic gardens then perhaps they would see me..?) we went to bugis today. with the intention of searching for jh's work place. so we managed to find it. all tks to ame.(: then we went ice monster to have our mango ice!! it was so long a time before i had it again...(: then we went off to sakae sushi to have buffet. all the way from 3pm to 6pm...hahas. chat, laughters simply fills the whole place within us...hahas. content? hahas. its within us... then after that, walk around...window shopping. oh ya. talking about that. caught sight of a pair of heels today. so tempted to get it. $39.90... but didn't eventually. then they got watches in the end. clothes...nope. didnt't caught any to my liking yet, if not then it's too expensive. will be missing so many people. will be missing marcel, lilian, amelia, jh, shaun, and so many others... 11 weeks would be fruitful i believe. we will catch up when time allows us ya? oh ya to people whom i have pre-appointments with you... felicia, fiona, stefanie.. singyong? yes i'll make up those times with you when time permits ya? meanwhile, pls take care ok? i guess that's all for the moment. will update soon. take care. nights.(: 爱转角 我伪装着,不露痕迹的 想在你身边,静静的陪着看着天边 骑着单车.往前行进着 某个路口.爱在等着 你往前走.不回头看了 记忆的笑脸.缓缓的敲着我的琴键 我不舍得.让你孤单单的 我爱你的.心牵挂着 一直想跟你说.幸福不再溜走 在下一个路口幸福哭着说 心不再拼命跺.不去害怕结果 下个路口你会看见爱.有美丽笑容 爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪 爱转角以后的街.能不能有我来陪 爱转角遇见了谁.是否不让你流泪 也许陌生到了解.让我来当你的谁 我不让爱掉眼泪.不让你掉眼泪 现在永远.你就是我.就是我的美 p.s it's a nice song...(: Wednesday, February 07, 2007
alright, here it goes.i guess everyone who has a blog is gonna to gumble that today's paper was a killer. well, it was. no doubt about it. today's paper. business finance... it was even harder than the past year papers that i did. (esp. the last part...17 marks!!) well, business finance has never been my forte... even for lilian who is good at it, says that its hard. i guess a pass would be sufficient for me.. at least not to take the supp paper? if not, it would be additional torture... but despite saying this, there are another 2 papers to go. business law and efma. business finance is like this... don't dare to imagine for efma though. aside the exams. the IPP. yups. going to see my LO tml. he finally contacted me after i left a note for him. yes my working partner, alex, would be meeting him too. got to know the allowance and the working hours. for allowance...as a BM student, i personally feel its ok. but for alex who is a AF student. slightly low. or maybe quite low.. oh well. as long as the work is enjoyable then i think its alright. oh ya, working hours.. totally similar to the TEP hours. hahas. yups. 5 -day week. shouldn't be too bad i suppose. alright. getting back to my business law notes le. take care people. (: Tuesday, February 06, 2007
alright. the ipp results are out...don't need to guess. yes i have been posted to National Parks Board... well, along posted with me...alex. amelia's friend..someone that i don't know.. my LO hasn't contacted me. don't know what is he busy with. he only has the both of us going to National Parks Board...!! anyway, i shall be nice and drop a visit tml to his office. (i supposed its on the second level?) alright. i am envious of the one going to Mediacorp Studios pte ltd. even though that there is only one. then there is another person whom i don't know... guess where is she going? she is going to Tradewinds Tours & Travel!! people who have been regularly reading my blog will know that Tradewinds was the company i was posted to for my TEP... ohwell. give people a chance... hahas. well, all kinds of companies are seen in this batch of IPP listing. not too bad i supposed. just 11 weeks. everything is gonna to be just fine. MM is down. is business finance next. so i am getting back to my notes now. take care people. (: Monday, February 05, 2007
hahas. the champ is out...yups, it's daren...! i know it might sound a bit off... but once in a while..doesn't matter? hahas. (: his album would be out most prob in august or sept. goes in the trend of fast songs, but shouldn't miss the slow songs i think... well, whether to get or not... (but to say. for the previous season, i have junyang's, kelly's, sinhuey's..hahas.) then i think there is another show coming up in early april... something similar to superfunkies of the previous season... but diya's performances wasn't too bad ytd. in fact i have to say that some of her performances were slightly better than daren's just that i preferred his...hahas. oh well. one paper down already. another 4 to go. this semester i think there wouldn't be any free time to leave the exam hall early too. hahas. cos the papers seems to fit into the time schedule just nice. hahas. well, i can't say for all. but at least for one when i have finished one today. (: and IPP attachment placing is not out yet. wonder when will it be out..(: alright. need to get down to my MM notes. yes the terrible module that everyone is worried about. hahas. work hard everybody...(: Friday, February 02, 2007
alright. been mugging for the past few days.and yes all because of business finance ytd. i was down with migraine.. so took my medication and went to bed early. previous night...well. it was my knee... seems like my illnesses relapsed during my study week... oh well, almost done with all modules except for theory memorizing. of cos the modules that need more memorizing... will be working on them today. it's friday already. study week is gonna end soon. oh ya, went back to school on wed for IPP briefing. but we will only know where we are posted to on mon. well, just take it in my stride to which company i am posted to...(: but IPP will start on 12 Feb, which is like...2 weeks later? and its before new year somemore... yes and my exams only end on the 9th Feb... (but stef starts hers on the 9th...) have to absorb more these two days. cos sun i'll be out for family gathering. yups, its my cousin's birthday party!! no excuse to turn down... cos i usually don't miss any family gatherings.. hahas. because they are always fun!! then at night ar...the project superstar grand finals!! so practically, sun afternoon onwards, its off books for me...hahas.(: ohwells. i need to get back to my notes now. shall blog soon when i have time... pls take care ya... drink lots of water.. (: |
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