Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
alright, the week is getting indeed busy.i even might have to turn down my sec's sch jam and hop.. even so, my family went out today, and guess where did we go...k box... sounds a bit funny but it went well...hahas. but unlucky things do happen. the side signal light of my dad's car was stolen!! i am gonna to curse that person bad luck...baddie..! all becos the car is a new model in the market... and we need to go and order...sure cost a lot le... and becos of all, even the mood after k box was fun, it was all spoiled... sometimes i just wish that i have the power to know what people is thinking. at least to those that are close to me... so that situations wouldn't be so awkward. and i know what i can do to help. people have feelings, we are not dumb or numb to anything happening. it's just that we wouldn't like to have the wrong impressions always.. alright. don't question me anything about the above. ;( still getting out tml. hopefully i still have enough time to complete a minor part of my tutorials. take care peeps. enjoy your weekend. `sometimes all we need is just an instance to feel, but some people can go on searching for life without being able to feel it at all... Wednesday, October 25, 2006
it has been a busy week despite the public holiday on tues.cos the dateline for certain icas are drifting nearer as day comes. imagine NE, and marketing ica 1 lands on the 4th week. then ict project 1 report on the 5th week... this semester is not going to be easy to breeze through... oh wells, stayed back with amelia and lilian today to finish up certain tutorials. and also to see which projects we can start on or continue with... then went fj to eat...yes amelia and i get hungry very fast...lols oh well, as said by them, i have a curse now...hahas. they know what it is...=) and lilian attended a eduational session with us ya...lols cannot mention further on it le...hahas. anyway, it's hard for our group to meet up for any session these 2 weeks... everyone seems to be working hard... in terms of money earning...lols.. oh ya, i wanna to meet up with.... - my dar-lings... - felicia darls... - stef... - also not forgetting my sec pals. not that i don't miss my current group...i do!! (even though we are meeting everyday) so don't say that i am bias ok. hahas. i wonder when will i have the time... alright. i think it's time to get back to my tutorials and icas...take care peeps. `sometimes knowing what's best for yourself might just be a trap to make yourself get hurt further without knowing. Sunday, October 22, 2006
hasn't be able to blog till now...been rather busy in attending classes in the first week. with all the projects coming up, but luckily... my group members are all the same for all the modules.. or rather, i should say almost... and guess what, i have to spend longer a time on my tutorials... at least, it should be calculated in hours rather than minutes... all the free slots would be taken up by the project meetings le. but my group should be alright in tackling these though. then my weekends are for outings these few weeks too... so time spent to do tutorials are lesser... oh ya, did i mention that jap was fun and yet hard to study...? it is. in terms of learning how to write them is hard... =) but this term's schedule is really hectic... i wonder whether i have time for fun and play outside study. think it positively. well, it's 4 months only. but indeed should i say the bonding and chemistry in the group is getting better? which i feel it is. but well, we still have time to continue working on it though. alright, i think that's it for now. time for bed after tutorial process. =) goodnights peeps! `sometimes to know the inner side of someone just takes an instance to declare the bad outcome, rather than spending a period of time to spot the good one...because the impact of the bad is harder... Tuesday, October 17, 2006
school has only started for two days.and guess what? projects are already coming in order...=) well, at least most of them, we have our own groupings for it. but nevertheless, with stress in school, have fun with friends. just have to take it easy. but to say, the modules aren't easy too. they are gonna to stress me out in no time... hopefully they don't. >.< ohwells, there are now like so many things that i wanna do, since the start of the semester... don't know why as well. wanna to go out with my dar-lings...(u know who u all are.) wanna to meet up with stef... wanna to strengthen the bond with my new grp... and many more... but seems like my schedule in semester 2 doesn't permits me to do so... or rather, not as often as when i am in TEP and have flexi leave... oh wells. have to get back to the notes. though it is somehow or rather boring me... `sometimes certain things are not as important as they seemed to be on the surface, becos what you see is only the outside appearance of it... Sunday, October 15, 2006
well, more or less it has been a rest week for me.and it's the start of semester 2 tml!! wonder what's in store for me and my group this semester. but...i am meeting marcel for lunch tml!! finally seeing her after a week...phew... gonna to meet everyone tml early in the morning at 8am...hahas. as a best buddy, i don't know what should i be reacting after hearing that. but i guess what i replied is what i felt at that time. it's not that i didn't stand in your shoes to think... it's just that by covering it up, it might be more hurting when it really happens. though i hope it doesn't. but still, i will support your decision. becos you know what is good for you in the end. (as long as u know when its time for me, at least...) it's gonna be a busy week, cos i have to give extra tuition too. have a good rest tonight peeps. (for those having school tml..) nights! `first chance is to gain experience and move on with it, second chances might be mistakes which we choose to drag on with it... Thursday, October 12, 2006
been staying at home. or rather should say i am lazy to get out.since it's the rest week for me, so shouldn't i stay at home to rest? been catching 'wei xiao pasta' too...the story line is getting more exciting. at the same time, this rest week has happened quite a few matters. i have friends that i have long yet talked to that msg me or call me, or tag on my board. but i seriously still enjoy their accompany. so when there is time, i will meet you all up? of cos those in school is easier to meet, but those outside school de..still possible. if secondary school mates, then hopefully i'll see you all at the jam and hop at jws end of nov. within this time, of cos i will keep my free slots out for my best buddy. that's provided if she needs me...=) i think i can understand how she feels at the moment. becos i don't think i need to stand in her place to feel. but keeping her mind on other stuffs at the moment is perhaps the best way? semester 2 is starting on monday...and this week should officially marks the end of TEP. so fast, 6 months has passed. flipping through the pages of things that happened, i seemed to lose count of them, wht they are happy or sad matters. but nevertheless, this period is over... semester 2 will be busy but better things will come along. ;) alright. it's just a short update. take care ppl. `perhaps meeting the right person at the wrong time is a challenge for people to grow up from experience learnt. Wednesday, October 11, 2006
well...it's the end of the week again.and i pronounced that i am REALLY feeling tired this week. couldn't really open my eyes for lectures and tutorials today. nevertheless, something funny happened at e-plaza today!! well, only jh and ame knows what am i talking about... despite having fun, projects were on time for completion still. =) and meeting nurul, juli, siying, pris at e-plaza was real nice i must say!! somehow or rather, seeing them just brings a smile along...(: while listing out the things to do for this weekend, i had my eyes open wide after i completed the list... all the tutorials. then editing of project. notes for ica. and the list goes on... i really wonder if i could complete almost all that this weekend? despite me not getting out? never mind, despite me feeling so tired. i am still in the mood to watch shows. or rather i am catching one right now. ppl close to me will know which show am i talking about.lols. and even my mummy who talks to me over the phone, can feel my tiredness. guess that i am really that tired. i should be heading for some exercises this weekend too. oh dear, this weekend is totally packed. yups. to manage time.. to set datelines... especially when projects are coming in next week. the thought of it is just terrible. it's only 4th week of semester 2. alright, i guess that's enough. i want to zZzZz le... take care ppl. nights. ` no one is worth as your priority when one hasn't even recognised you as an option. you will just be doing a disadvantage to yourself...why take such risks? Monday, October 09, 2006
it's the start of the week which entitles rest for me! but the sad news is that, got the timetable ytd and guess what? it's packed...really. i have classes until 8pm... i tot that it will never have such situation again..but... ohwells, just have to live with it. ;) and well, had a great day today. (with the risk of losing my voice.) hahas. went to kbox with amelia today. she was laughing all the way... but part of it wasn't that i sound poor alright. lols but i have to admit, she is good in the songs she have confidence in. and opps. she has a new eye candy...(ame, u know who i am talking about) hahas but today's session was really great. my ears had a pleasant session this afternoon. oh ya, before i forget. i gave my 'first time' singing on the phone to yijun. (that's becos he insisted, alright) hahas. which is like so terrible and ame was like laughing all the way... this was one good session before school starts next week... alright. have a good week, peeps. take care. nights! `seeing people in different prospectives doesn't make one stand out from others, that's because everyone does that too... Friday, October 06, 2006
done with all my tests and projects for this classical period.the cs test. it's terrible. forget it. dun say le. it will be a rest week for me next week. praying hard that mummy will allow me to get out with my grp mates. *praying* since today's entry is slightly shorter, get into some random stuffs. it's said that one is blessed when they have one guardian angel. then what is it called when one have two guardian angels? will they be more blessed or more pressurised? then i should be glad that i met two. they are just shadows, u wouldn't see them, but they are around. for one i am quite sure he is. the other...i regarded him as one. i should be thankful that they are always around when i needed help. although the time to meet both of them is quite distant. one is just in this year, the other was six years ago. have you ever met anyone who can read your mind once u sigh? i met mine, six years ago. and we are still in contact now. then have you met anyone who shares high level of chemistry with you? i think i met mine too. just this year. but even guardian angels have their own problems too. which i can't be of help either. i should be blessed. which i am. no doubt about it. when fate has arranged them in my life. =) sino. yes we are close enough and know each other too well that its hard to be a couple. i guessed you have your problems that u have to settle now. sorry for being so harsh to you that night. i didn't meant to. all i wanted was for you to get back to the old sino i used to know. even though you still read my mind before i say anything as usual. it's a kind of heavy when you see the one whom can read your mind gets distracted all becos of problems like what you are going through now. despite you say that you will make time for me if i have the time to meet you even if you are very busy and that we are in different polys now. i know you dote on me, but i just want u to make time for yourself before leaving it to me... shaun. should say everything gets back to normal and we are off bickering again whenever we cross each other in school. hahas. though i don't feel that much that you are around maybe becos i have no troubles now...which i think i can be quite sure that u will be there when i need help again? or rather, when you are not around, there will always be someone that will be around me whom is someone we both know that i was entrusted to. i don't know fate has arranged it just in time when my troubles landed for me to meet a group of ppl which have included u. i am thankful. i really am. (: keeping this above msgs short..will continue updating if there are random entries in the future. have a good rest. nights. Wednesday, October 04, 2006
finished with the customer service role play ICA this afternoon. was indeed very fun. cos all of us were very nervous!! despite some of us nearly forgot our lines... in the end, we managed to complete it nicely!! hahas and it happens that our scenarios linked!! whether it's the group or individual. anyway, it can't be so fun with my group mates too...tks! oh ya, before i forgot, it was a nice experience seeing all of my group mates in make-up!! you all definitely look nice alright... so the only worry is the MMD. but i am currently working on it. haven't met with any problems yet so should be fine? =) would you rather be deprived or to deprived people of things? would you prefer to fulfil a promise or break a promise? would you prefer watching someone beside or from far? would you prefer to be someone's shadow or be the one standing in front? would you rather feel the pain or share the pain off to anther person? would you want to hold on or let go? would you prefer to love more or to be loved? but what happens if everything of such is getting too heavy or tired for you? would you still continue...? love is just something similar to air. all of us can't live without it. just that different people needs it differently. but actually how much do we need? Monday, October 02, 2006
lessons on business etiquette this morning was rather interesting.but rehearsals for customer service after lunch was even much better. we had great laughs within our rehearsals hopefully it doesn't happen on the actual day which is two days later? hahas. can't elaborate which i want to... if not i will get it from my group mates le...(: alright. MMD project is getting me headaches now... trying to complete at least the image animation part in school tml. and the rest? do them at home...since i have them on my lappy. not only that. gonna to send my phone down for servicing tml as well. before getting back to school. i wonder when will i get back my precious phone... hopefully one week later? =) oh ya. there was this girl who is so rude on the bus today. she said excuse me so loud as if that i was deaf or something. even if i was on my mp3, she shouldn't have shouted. make me so boiled up... then the way she sit like she own the 2 seats including mine. but whatever, i was already alighting soon and can't be much bothered with people like her. alright, since it's over, no point mentioning more too. need to get back to the headache thingy for me. but gonna rest early soon too. have a good rest, peeps. nights. ~don't force certain things to happen to make a permanent bad impression not erasable. |
Goodbye.
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