Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
been busy these few days on projects so went out with family to relax a bit...but end up spending quite an amt...but should be ok i suppose since it has been some time i went shopping...=) was in westmall taking sakae sushi but went IMM...and it's like ages since i last went and it expanded quite alot...somehow like you are near town or something...hahas. that save up travelling time for me...lols. alright. anyway, it's another two weeks before TEP ends...though we stays on with the class that we are in now...but i'll still miss my TEP mates...of cos the important ones i wouldn't forget...hahas.it's just a blink of an eye and six months is gone. can't imagine that it's oct already...encounter with both happy and unhappy stuffs, but things have to happen to make us learn. so since it's over then wouldn't think about it and it's not the time to be bothered about such matters too. well, have to take special thanks to my current group (amelia, lilian, jia huey, ziana) for making my project discussions forever that relaxing and joyous...and at the same time, we still learn...hahas. not forgetting...yes i am going to mention them once again...siying, pris, kim yuen, marcel...the lovely four...you four have just too many things that wouldn't be erased off from my memories pages...(: alright. MMD ica is gonna to be a pain now..since customer service and project management has been completed, but not submitted...and gonna to complete the personal selling report by this weekend too...before the submission date which is one week later...at the same time with the MMD project. alright peeps. have a good weekend, and take good rest. nights! oh ya did i mention that milubing's debut album would be out most prob by end of this year...becos nic's NS has been deferred till dec or jan...hahas...=) Tuesday, September 26, 2006
have been staying back after class to complete projects...but we are not rushing it...had personal grooming workshop this morning...well, business attire grooming...but more or less sleepy...hahas. and there is no school tml...hahas. but planning to stay at home anyway. first to complete certain project parts at home and also to take a rest though. and marcel bullied me today...she tried starving me...hahas. lols. just kidding...but can see that she is much more tired than i do. pls do take care of yourself ya? =) and yups...hady is the singapore idol for the second season..pretty much in awaiting for his album to be out...but truely admired his vocals though...sometimes there is just no right or wrong, sometimes we just have to admit that we aren't strong, it has been this way and it always stays, say it when you have the chance, cos there is usually no reverse choice, but keep it when you know it hurts, because it will hurt further. alright then. that's so much for it. just a short entry. have a good rest peeps. nights. Sunday, September 24, 2006
.jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  well...had a great time out with my dar-lings...!! the purpose was to celebrate pris's birthday...so we went to jack's place for lunch...the steak is real good...thumbs up! but my first dine-in at jack's place is given to them...hahas. nvm, i have yuen to accompany me on that...hahas. well, then we had many suggestions to go after the meal...mahjong...pool...movie...ktv...and in the end...guess what? we went to k-box at cck to satisfy the gals' treat...with the exception of shuan..hahas. it's for gals strictly...hahas. lols. anw, we were given a big room la...first time since i went kbox for a few times...maybe its good luck due to pris birthday...hahas. u can see from the pic le ar...the room was really big...we were practically enjoying ourselves ba...hahas. on the sofas, around the room...the whole room to the 4 of us...that's like...cool. we were simply indulging into it...hahas. =) then after that, we went to take neoprints...that's like been quite some time since i took pictures using machines...other than digital cams...hahas. and the pics came out nice...hahs. we should have more gatherings in the future...simply loving it...a pity that marcel couldn't join us...): nvm, we will have other chances another time...hopefully pris did enjoy it ya... starting week 4 as of tml. projects, projects and still projects...but still without the gathering of my group...discussions wouldn't be as nice as they would be...with no worries, i am looking forward to discussions...=) oh ya, did i mention singapore idol? i managed to rush back to see the live show...pretty good. competition should be tense this season...i wonder who will it be... alright. need to wake up early tml. it was a good day spent out...have a good rest dar-lings..will see ya in lecture tml. nights! Thursday, September 21, 2006
will not be having school till next mon...cool.will be taking time to rest at home though. just finished physio this morning...it's tiring!! but...i've been discharged by my physiotherapist... well, still need to continue, but i can do that at my gym.. then getting out on sunday to celebrate my dar-ling pris's birthday. i wonder how things are going to be like. but nevertheless, pris's birthday is the biggest matter..=) well, sometimes learning to be harsh, it's better than using the soft approach. but it also concerns that we have to harsh to ourselves before we do that to others. i just have to admit that we gals, have our hearts soften too easily. rather than telling me certain things. keep them hidden well. anyway, been 3 weeks into classical...and guess what... it's been a nice time spending with my group... i mean amelia, jia huey, lilian and ziana has so much fun in discussions...hahas. of cos i wouldn't forget gal-frens like marcel, ying, pris, yuen and sher... they are just a group of fun buddies to be with... should be meeting sher soon...bet we have many things to talk about!! i meet marcel almost everyday...hahas and yuen, ying, pris this sun... who else...oh ya!! stef!! she just finish her IMF, i bet her time is given to her bf first... since she is gonna to start work le. so buddy, when do u have time for me...? if u are reading this. =) alright. time for me to go and take a rest first...take care ppl. Monday, September 18, 2006
start of week 3 classical, can i say it was a nice start?though projects preparations are coming along. based on the progress, my team shd be able to handle it. =) it seemed to me that i learnt to pick up myself much better. perhaps as from this week onwards? maybe it's due to what has happened recently? the sense of independency get higher, start to understand more. learnt to let go in order to hold on to more important things, mistakes that has been done cannot be undone, but they can be prevented from happening again. not only that, it teaches one to make decisions better, so that we are comfortable with what we decided. as long as we know there is nothing wrong, then there wouldn't be any worry. we can't stop certain things from happening, neither we can stop them from happening. but the process within will hurt one without knowing, one might never know that they are bleeding till the matters are over. it's just a thin line to differentiate it though. anyway, happy belated birthday my dear sher...!! it slipped off my mind. so sorry...see when i am meeting you out for lunch ya? treat on me...but save my pockets ya? hahas. =) should be meeting her soon though. alright. it's another long day though school is short. project preparation again...take care people. nights! Saturday, September 16, 2006
sometimes we people just have to admit that certain things just don't happen at the right time for us to handle. or rather, things always come when we are not in the right mood to handle them. but amazingly, we seemed to be always prepared for certain aspects of things, despite them coming as expected or unexpectedly. though saying that i am having my freedom, my space, but i can't deny that at times, it's really alone. but that space is for me to figure things out. so no worries that i can't overcome that hurdle now, i'll overcome it very soon. promise. =) becos i want to make myself much happier than before, since my life has been much enriching than previous...at the very least since i was in tertiary education. no one will make my life miserable, only i myself would. put my ears lighter, set my heart on a carefree journey. things will take for a change. definitely. i just have to be thankful that no matter what happens, i know there would be people around me to side me, lend their ears, to take me with their hand on their journey...(:Thursday, September 14, 2006
been hearing hady's version of 'desperado' by eagles.many things went through my mind. many after-thoughts. many complicated feelings. there is this point of time i don't know what should i do to react things in a better way. at this moment, i do not wish to learn how to be strong. all i need was just a shoulder to lie on, a listening ear who will hears me. and i know who is there, whom i need always. but i am tired of staying in the front, i need times to be the one behind. perhaps when it hurts then it always hurts. because memories don't get erased. then give me the space to breathe properly. this is no longer the time factor. it's the heart. i just need to space it out in awaiting for the new matters. before i set off for a brand new journey in certain aspects. well, lyrics for desperado: Desperado Why don't you come to your senses You've been out riding fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one But I know that you've got your reasons These things that are pleasing you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the Queen of diamonds boy She'll beat you if she's able The Queen of hearts is always your best bet How it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones you can't get Desperado Oh, you ain't getting no younger Your pain and your hunger They're driving you home Freedom, ah, freedom That's just some people talking Your prison is walking thru this world all alone Don't your feet get cold in the winter time The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losing all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away Desperado Why don't you come to your senses Come down from your fences open the gate It may be raining But there's a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you You better let somebody love you Before it's too late Tuesday, September 12, 2006
well, just accompanied marcel along with shaun to the handphone shop to claim whatever she needs to...been there for two consecutive days!! so next time if marcel do wish to get a phone, pls at least call me and ask if i have any shops to recommend....? hahas. alright. since it has happened then be it. ytd's workshop was kinda dry though, but project management is quite a dry topic on it's own le...but still have to cope well with it. having long hours of school tml. ohwells. just have to bear with it. this is the only day out of the six weeks that i have two workshops to attend in a day...so bear with it and it shall be over soon...and it's the mid of the week, meaning that it's SI time again! hopefully jonathan and hady gets into the finals. but jasmine might have the chance too...you'll nv know...=) simply enjoying the life that i am in now. with new friends, good buddies around. simply just make my social life somehow complete even if i am single. now i understand why some people prefer to be single at this point of time...hahas. the key word is freedom. and i am enjoying every moment of it presently. =) oh ya. haven been talking to stef too. she is down for IMF. so there would be lots to update her when she is done with IMF. at least a while? although i know she has other things to do after IMF. she is going to work...alright. i think that's all. have a good day peeps. take care. Sunday, September 10, 2006
back to classical tml. all the workshops and lab sessions might just be 'fun' (hopefully i supposed so) and i think there's an ica this coming week on BPD. been living on 20 weeks without icas and now i have to adapt to it once again...well, shouldn't be too hard though. meeting marcel for lunch tml. imagine no school for the past few days...haven't been seeing her too. should meet up with ying, pris, yuen soon. =) real soon. feeling much better these few days after keeping myself at home though. not so troubled, not so tensed up i should say. as long as i know what i am doing and its decisions that i wouldn't turn back and regret then its fine. ;) i am still young, shouldn't let such things disturb my freedom and carefree life. they are just minor things that will obstruct me along the way that's all. they will disappear eventually. been much of a cheerful mood ever since i return to my single status, so such things wouldn't affect me, or rather they shouldn't. oh ya. sher is getting mooncakes from me...well, we can click well. right gal? hahas. well, had sales already so need not worry too much about...=) alright. bedtime. have a good rest peeps. nights. Friday, September 08, 2006
haven't been having school since wednesday...been a long weekend though. went for my first physio this afternoon. actually nth much to be surprised about. just that today's physio took extra long a time to complete, becos i still went for the heat treatment for my knees which lasted 20 mins. but it was at least comfortable, unlike those stretching exercises...=) next session will be in another a week plus or so. meanwhile, it's the weekend again. that means i have to go to school next week. somehow dreaded the classical session. i still love the tep attachment period. i feel more carefree despite things that happened during it...but no matter how time goes, it's not getting back. i can only ask my group of dar-lings out occasionally!! (they know who they are, not many...just 5 to 6?) u all know it when i needed u all. ;)i don't know if this situation for classical is the best, but at least perhaps i am starting anew with things. too many changes, too less adaptions. at least i was glad i had a group of people who is willing to stand by me despite of anything happening. cos the feeling is really bad. tell me that it was a illusion...but sadly this is how life goes. it tends to be cruel. but this change might just be a good one in disguise. who knows? Tuesday, September 05, 2006
     yups. it was a pretty fun and interesting dinner ytd with the humanlink peeps at New York New York. well, a new restaurant situated along CityLink, food wise...not too bad...quite good. desserts....their waffles...quite nice...esp the chocolate syrup...=) anyway, it was another good session with all the members in the team having the dinner as our gathering after our attachment...above photos will depict the situation last night (somehow or rather it will)..hahas. tks guys! started classical already. lectures for the first two days. seriously. they are boring. but somehow or rather, have to survive with it. no choice. finish the life of tep, just have to bear with this then. and its a new group of ppl that we are mixing with, or rather our own class, maybe becos i got too used with my tep group le...(esp tradewinds grp and marcel!!) so still trying to adjust back to norm. but 20 weeks cause many differences. so wonder how long will it take for everything to adjust back to norm. alright. i supposed that's it. just finished settling some matters on hand which i hasn't been having time to sort out yet. and i am feeling pretty tired too. time for bed le...! sleep tight ppl. well its a good thing when there is no school till next mon...hahas. alright. nights! p.s. i just want to live my life the way i wanted. it's not hard to do it, but it's hard to attain. i don't wht it's consider a blow or a surprise. i rather i nv knew it at all...bless me with something else, will it? Sunday, September 03, 2006
          well, was too busy to blog these few days, or rather, i hasn't touched my lappie for the past 2 days...was busy on vcds, and outings...so 1st sept ends off the last day over at my tep attachment second stopover. BSU. though it was a short 6 weeks, but we do experience alot of things though. meeting lots of people. and some...we were at the same stopovers for the 20 weeks...there are only a few anyway...hahas. was cam-whore-ing in the room before marcel leaves for her afternoon flexi (on the last day!!) but well, humanlink peeps are meeting up once again on mon night for dinner. so worry not. there should be more pictures along the way... 20 weeks has made me understand some things and help me to understand myself further too. it's not a short period but it's not long either. i thought tep wasn't going to be easy though. but after all, it's not the work that was difficult, it was the processes and outcomes that was within it that was hard to overcome. within 20 weeks, also allow me to make some good close friends that i can click to. u know who u all are. needless to let me spell them out. =) there would be gatherings still. so dun be too busy with ur new class ya. at the same time, pris, yuen and shaun have left for beijing the previous night. hopefully they will enjoy their trip and shall see them in school soon. ;) tml begins the 6 weeks classical...getting back to my class. well, know most of them, so shouldn't be a prob though. first week, only need to get back to sch for the first 2 days. hahas. good life already. but early in the morning tml, getting back to BSU with marcel tml to help the new batch. the 6 weeks classical is gonna to be fast and soon it will be semester 2 for us. and there is it. and oh ya. forgot to mention my elective. i gt into jap. so have to take it easy and see how it goes...hahas. alright then. i think that's it. have a good rest peeps. and take care ya. message to yuen, ying, pris, shaun and marcel: every moment of thanks to u all! 20 weeks with u all has been a fulfilling moment that i don't wish to lose the feelings...so we promised that we will continue the gatherings as usual even though we are in different classes. becos the bond is something that no one can share de. special thanks during the period i need u all the most. instead of bringing my mind into the matter, u all managed to bring me out of it..and thanks for sharing things with me to allow me to share ur worries, tears, joys and laughters...i have to admit, you all was the best thing that can happen in this tep attachment. it was the fate that brought us together, to allow us to get into the same group and to enjoy outings and stuffs that we do...we will stay in contact ya! till then, pls take lots of care. and no worries. if u have any probs, drop me a msg or a call...my ears will be there. =) |
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