Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
was late in meeting darling at yck when i insisted that he should be on time today and not let me wait when i was dropping him the morning call...sorry darling..didn't meant to be late though...morning traffic...=) reaching the call centre at 830 exactly this morning...phew..and well, the day started off with kim yuen and myself helping out to call canon's hotline...but didn't do many calls too...worry that the CSO identify our voices...hahas..then ms ng asked if i need part time jobs to earn more money...well, i turn it down becos it was not to my preference though the pay is quite good...and moreover, darling was against it too...=) getting back to tradewinds tml..and it's confirmed that wholesales dept will be assessed, and i guess they can only assess the transfer calls most of the times...but still i will feel nervous...cos all along i thought that wholesales dept wouldn't be assessed...haiz. and informed pris already, so she would be prepared next week if ms ng happens to get down to assess her...she needs to be assessed, it's just when it will be... darling, another 60 mins more and it would be 1st june..which marks our first month...=) but too bad, we have our work and trainings to handle for tml..so guess we wouldn't meet up, cos by that time, both of us would be too tired already...but still, perhaps i would be slightly demanding a little, your time after training tml is mine...hahas..=) and i still owe darling the first month gift..haven got the time to go shopping and get something...;) promised will get u something when we are out the next time...=) as for the movie that we are supposed to catch...it's out in cinemas tml...but i don't know when it will be that we are free to catch that. hopefully it's within these few weeks...nevertheless, it's been smooth sailing for us this one month...and it will last it on further...=) and tks darling, for everything...simply love ya. alright ppl. meanwhile take lots of care out there... Tuesday, May 30, 2006
went to school for attachment today...along with fennie too...cos she had her dental appt...so she exchanged her duty with kim yuen for today only...she had flexi leave after lunch...so i was practically alone today at the tradewinds table...can't imagine what's for me in school tml...and that ms ming is not coming in to the call centre, so i will see ms ng more...i don't know how am i supposed to stay in the call centre tml until 6...arranged to meet darling at yck this morning cos i wanted him to have more rest after all..but he was late by a few mins though...cos he went back snoozing...=) initially wanted him to meet me at mid-point, but i guess after all, its better not to, don't wanna to tire darling out...though i wanted this arrangement very much...but it's alright after all... gonna to leave tradewinds in 2 weeks' time...start to miss the atmosphere of picking up calls made by the agents, the ppl there...but life still has to go on, when we are done over at tradewinds and along with the block leave...we will be back in school...as a complete group...;) count it a blessing when couples are free from problems and arguments. what couples are afraid of is not that they haven't love each other enough, however, its the misunderstandings and the lack of communication...is this the main reason of why relationships can't last? and that the key to lasting relationships are understanding, communication and trust? trust, this word is indeed heavy..when we girls are sensitive, and that normally what we say doesn't match what we think..=) just thought of this at this moment, so just put it down. no particular reason of why. alright peeps, take lots of care. it's gonna to be a long day for me tml...thanksfully, i am seeing darling tml...=) Sunday, May 28, 2006
went to give tuition this morning before getting out with my family and darling today...went to watch M.I.3 at westmall, the movie was 2 hours long...but in all, it was quite alright...;) quite nice...then went to shop around westmall for a while before getting home first before proceeding for dinner...got myself a hp accessory from precious thots...=)came back home first to have a rest and at the same time to pick granny up...before going to holland village's crystal jade to have dinner for tonight...and indeed we did have a great time during dinner, having fun and laughters...and daddy and mummy was telling darling things about me for him to take note, esp on my eating habits...hmph...must be talking bad about me...hahs...darling could adapt well in my family, even if daddy is around as well...which i think both of us has already went through the stage that we thought it was the most difficult one...well, daddy has a talk with the both of us, which i felt everything was alright...felt a sense of relief after today's meeting...things are indeed are going well for the both of us...and well, after today, i think it's time for me to meet darling's family too...which would be some time in the near future... darling has been supportive throughout this period of time too, when i was afraid to meet up with daddy and talk about this...but darling managed to calm me down to face it together with me...and that what we have today was what we always wanted...nevertheless that i was ultra worried the night before...we promised to solve matters together isn't it...so don't always say that you will take care of them...=) and with time passing so fast, we are reaching our first month soon, very soon in fact...and i am looking forward to that, not only that, the month after next, the following next...and so on...;) no matter how bad days were, as long as darling was around with me, it always makes my day... alright, it's my off day tml...planning to sleep into the late morning tml...hahas...and poor darling, he is going to school cos his block leave is over...though had just seen him today, still can't wait to see him on tuesday when i am back in school...and definitely fennie is coming to school on tues...only for this week...and peeps, take care...and for darling..love ya. Saturday, May 27, 2006
my internet connection was finally up today...cool. and i am able to do my stuffs on the computer. finally. been working at tradewinds for the past few days, and indeed, we are getting busier, and with time not waiting for us, its already the seventh week at tradewinds next week...and our last week is the ninth week...as for the personal selling, i no longer have the mood to continue to do selling for the second round, and the items this time, it is not easy to do selling...esp when ppl don't remember fathers' day...=) though i do...daddy was back on wednesday night...and till now, he hasn't mentioned anything about darling and myself...well, kinda worried about what daddy has to say for this...but shall not force him if he hasn't want to say anything yet...he will say it when he meets darling tml...everything would go well tml...becos i believe that it definitely will, even if i am trembling to say that. i know daddy is not someone that is easy on such matters, but i will convince daddy to accept this... darling came over to meet me on thurs for lunch, which was sweet of him to do so, though he has to rush back to school after that...but upon seeing him, no matter how tired work was, it all disappeared...;) and i can't wait to see darling tml...even though we are getting out with my family...darling definitely can adapt to it...actually he could with everyone with the exception of daddy at this moment when i am blogging...=) and with time passing, next sat is my dearest best pal's birthday...i didn't forget...and your present is very ready le...i will still attend it as usual...after work at tradewinds...so you better inform me the details...if u happen to read this entry...if not then i will have to call...or online le... alright. that's for the time being...take care peeps... Wednesday, May 24, 2006
my internet connection will be down till next week...so the love of magicians...i can't watch episode 15 till next week...and i will have to squeeze 2 episodes all at one go to watch...=) with my internet connection down, it would be hard to complete my personal selling stuffs...i dun know how...but my sales wouldn't be better than the previous one...daddy is arriving back into Singapore this evening...which means that the days to darling meeting daddy is getting nearer and nearer...but when that happens, it also meant that we are reaching our first month very soon...;) to say that i am not worried about it, then it would be lying matter...but can't be helped to feel this way too...hopefully everything goes well for this sunday... meeting darling for lunch tml though i am over at tradewinds...so sweet of him to do so, since he is having is block leave...=) and i wonder if darling's injury is feeling alright this morning...since he got injured yesterday during training...hopefully it's not affecting him in any ways... went on the phone with darling for the past few days since the internet connection was down... (and it is terrible...) had him rushing me to bed these few nights since i had to wake up early for school...and that he worries that i am not having enough sleep...though i am afraid that he is not having enough rest...=) missing darling even though i am meeting him tml...and it has been some time since i had met up with stef...perhaps it's time for a meet up or something though i am meeting her next saturday which is her birthday...;) Tuesday, May 23, 2006
darling came for dinner at my place the previous night before...and on that day, i went a short trim of my fringe...looks kinda uncomfortable in the first place, but got used to it soon within a day...and darling said that it was fine...;)went out with darling ytd...to orchard for some shopping and definitely a day to spend my day off...=)bought myself a wallet and a top, while darling got me a necklace, tks so much darling...had to get back early as darling has his training in the evening...and it turned out that he has no training as it was raining... internet at home is still down at the moment until the singtel technician comes down...that's why i am blogging in school right now...=) well, in school today, helping to do some calling out...and of cos in the morning with the professional meeting...it all went well...;) so for the time being, ppl who wanna to find me, pls contact me via my hp... meanwhile, ppl out there, take lots of care...and to darling..pls take lots of rest in the meantime while you are having your block leave...gonna to miss you lots...take care and love u...=) Sunday, May 21, 2006
was blogging halfway when my internet connection was down...therefore, i couldn't blog in my entry for that night, which was a friday night...and no choice, i can only wait till tues before my internet connection to be done up...so now i am using my cousin's com to blog in this entry...so these few days, if anyone wish to find me for urgent matters, pls call or msg me...esp if there are impt matters to let me take note, for the past few days, pls msg me and let me know...then for these few nights, i can only talk to darling via the phone or hp...but anw, darling is coming over this afternoon...so finally i am seeing him after 4 days...=) that's all for the time being. can't wait to see darling later...and ppl just take care...=) Friday, May 19, 2006
been at tradewinds for these 2 days...well, with the updating of new packages, and more agents calling in due to the school holidays that are approaching...feeling pretty tired though, had coffee ytd morning and tea this morning...but with this busy schedule at tradewinds, it makes me better in any ways...but somehow got irritated by certain agents, but well, got used to it already...and finally met up with fennie today...hahas...so happy...=) but i haven't have time to meet up with stef...haiz...and her present is ready already...;)well, and with my ignorance before checking whether darling is fine with the phone call, i called him yesterday night...sorry...and it was the first time we had silence on the phone for a minute or two...and it was almost the first time i had this kind of fear in me, fear that anytime when i say the wrong thing then darling would get irritated, fear that i wouldn't get any response when i tried to cheer him up, which i didn't managed to in the end, and thus was affected by him even further...felt that i was not helping at all, not at all a bit...well, i prefer the cheery darling much more, but i can't ask him to stay cheerful all the times, there will be bound times that one would feel down or moody becos of certain matters. hopefully darling is feeling better today especially with somehow better rest...;) it's another working day at tradewinds tml, with sunday, tuition...the routine cycle since there were no more holidays...all the way till my block leave is on which is week 10...and now is only week 5...i am missing darling lots now, how much i wish to see him, but well, it's another few days before i will meet him out...or maybe he would come over this weekend...? nevertheless, i just want darling to know that i m missing him more even though it's only the second day that i hasn't seen him...=) Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today was quite a hectic day...met up with darling at yck this morning instead, cos he hasn't been having enough sleep these few weeks...so meeting him at yck gives him more time to rest well...then headed off to school...reached school's call centre, well, can only slack...but the afternoon was busy...helping ms tee and ms meng with their stuffs...then 5 pm rush down for pro team meeting...before i mention anything about the pro team meeting today which was about the exco committee election...went for the personal selling briefing...yes this time round, it's for fathers' day...and items on sold are cakes, strudels, pens and vouchers, quite similar to those sold for mothers' day...then back to the pro team meeting for today...it was the exco committee election today. went off earlier cos need to get back to call centre, after that, only to find that i was inside the committee too...and further with the high post...so well...just have to accept it then...and try to do it well...=) supposed to be a piece of good news, but i think i am more surprised than happy in this case...but right down, i hope that darling was the first one to know other than the pro team members, so i did msg him...;) didn't managed to send darling off today becos' i was rushing for the meeting though...and darling said that it was alright. but it meant alot to me to have times that it's just us, even though we are placed in the same call centre =) and that i am only back twice a week...and we don't meet each other everyday due to our individual schedule...but it is true to say that absence made the hearts fonder...hahas. and its gonna to be next mon till i see him...and today is only wed...so its like another 4 to 5 days before i get to meet him in person...and i am off to tradewinds tml...anyway, darling, i miss ur huggies for this morning...hahas. =) gonna to miss him lots... well, ppl out there, take lots of care... Tuesday, May 16, 2006
let's mention about what happened in school first...went back to school today along with darling, thus meeting kim yuen at the tradewinds table instead of my original partner, fennie...well things just have to get along this way...then everyone seems to be on their heels to start off their calling out leaving kim yuen and myself, not able to know what to do except to help out once in a while...and there is another personal selling coming up, there's a briefing tml...and i think i am the only one going for the briefing on the behalf of tradewinds...then next to sino. on what you wrote on your blog...thanks for the blessing...well, as time passes, perfection is still what i am searching for in a relationship, but since i know i can't then i have to learn to adapt to what are being blessed to me...which i am now very blessed with what i have, and definitely who i have..so i am sure that whoever you are waiting for, you will eventually win her heart over...=) back over to my side...darling came over for dinner ytd. so at the same time, since it was late, mummy asked him to stay over since we are getting off to school the next morning...of cos, we slept different rooms...;) and it was kinda my fault that darling hasn't have enough rest cos we slept only at 12 ytd...so sorry..and he have to wake up at 615 this morning...but it was nice to see darling early in the morning before anyone else does on a fresh new day....=) and of cos to be the one to wake him up instead of his alarm...hahas.. well, he is my only precious darling, and definitely always he will... but i can't helped thinking that well, sometimes if ppl do greet me or something, it is most likely link to darling, since both of us are in the call centre itself...and moreover i am only there twice a week...and darling is there 5 days a week...oh well, hope that it was too much thinking over my side...and sometimes staying in the call centre, it feels that sometimes one can get out of breathe at anytime, sometimes all i need is just a breather outside the call centre... well, i guess there would be more times that darling is gonna to stay over since mummy is not allowing me to until i am of legal age of 21...but before this, he has daddy's hurdle to cross over first which i think mummy and myself will help him along...=) gonna to miss the times spent with darling le...cos after tml, it's gonna to be another long weekend before i meet him on monday again to get out... Sunday, May 14, 2006
went out for shopping today with mummy and sis...came back with 2 tops, 1 bottom and 1 jacket though...spent a total of 98 bucks on clothes alone...and then on facial products...that one, mummy foot the bill for me...so not too bad. spent almost to an hundred today...then treat them to pastamania as well...=) feeling slightly tired but to get clothes into the closet today...the feeling is nice...but it seems to me that the tops can't be wore to school...hahas...they are practically bought for outings that's all...=)went off to work at tradewinds ytd. pretty busy with those faxes...and the worst thing is that instead of meeting fennie as usual on tuesday, i can only meet her on friday now, becos of the new timetable...though i don't like the new timetable at all... as the days to daddy's arrival back in singapore decreases, though darling has met my relatives, it still feels hard to even breathe properly...perhaps it's a psychological effect or something...i can't help it but to feel this way...or maybe from young, i knew my daddy as this way he is...even though i know end of this month he is gonna to meet darling and he wouldn't oppose much of it...but he is gonna to question darling hard enough i supposed... alright its my off day tml again...gonna to stay at home to watch vcd...while at the same time, missing darling...alright, going off now to be on the phone with him...take care... feeling tired, but it's worth it..
Friday, May 12, 2006
it was my sis's birthday today...held a birthday bash this afternoon...so went to the market with mummy in the morning to get what was needed...and imagine i woke up early in the morning at 7 on a holiday...and i still have to report for work at tradewinds tml. but nevertheless i went for a nap after coming back from the market in the morning. and then helped out in the kitchen after that...was chatting along with mummy and granny, and it was last minute decided that darling should come for the birthday bash today. so went to call him, but it was only after a few calls and he picked it up...cos he was still asleep...sorry darling, if i have awoken u up this morning. and darling said that its fine for him and that he would be coming over. met up with darling at my place around 2 something. he met my relatives and definitely my family during today's occasion...and what i felt was that my relatives were pretty fine with darling...=) i don't know about stef, my best pal, becos she was busy with her bf that i haven't have time to talk to her about it too...hahas. well, its now official, the only thing is that daddy hasn't seen him yet...but it was a huge relief when family and relatives saw him...at least in front of them, i don't need to hide any... darling, it was a nice afternoon that i have spent with you, especially when its a family occasion...and further mummy was able to click on well with you...which i thought it was nice...and i think you have found out even more about me today after chatting with mummy...=) and well, hopefully if i happen to meet ur family the next time, it would be this smooth as well... can't wait to see you on tues...though its another 4 days more...and of cos, our next date...;) you just need to know that you are missed...by me...=) gonna to turn in already. cos working at tradewinds tml..and of cos, darling has asked me too, cos we have been turning in late these few nights... it's just you...
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
haven't been blogging for the past 3 days...guess this entry would be a pretty long one...;)mon was the off day for me...and i was practically staying at home, watching the vcd that darling has asked me to watch for the past week...hahas...then went on to have my rest before this week begins... darling came to meet me halfway thru along to school...haven't seen him for the past 3 days, so the meet was exceptionally crucial to the both of us. we went to school and well, i spotted shuting with joshua...so it was something new added to that morning...=) upon reaching school, as usual, call centre ppl were looking at us who those eyes...hahas. well, as expected...but i am only in school twice a week... as for today...darling came to meet me again to get to school, well, i just miss times that we have time for each other, and take this. our lunch hours finally click for once...becos he was off for his appt in the late morning. and it was the first day for us to collect our personal selling items which was the cookies and vouchers for today... and marcel has to pass my cakes orders tml after my work...well, tks marcel! and sorry to trouble you also...with that, though i had 16 boxes of cookies, but the tins were pretty heavy...so decided to take a cab home and inform mummy about it, becos she initially wanna to pick me up somewhere else...;) well, darling missed his match to watch today as he has his to collect as well, but he was sweet enough to send me home...thanks so much darling! just wanna to let darling know that i am loving him more as each day falls. and that i am not letting this off, so make sure you hold it tight...it doesn't matter to me whatever has happened in the past, becos i only treasure the present you, and cherish the you in the future...and hope that you had felt the same too... well, i am gonna to miss him even more now becos' i am only going to see him only next tuesday...but i will still concentrate on my work at tradewinds...hahas...and darling, please, no matter what, or whatever that has happened over at your work, i just want you to have a performance for yourself no matter how reluctant you are...becos i don't wish to be the one who will achieve what i want, and you didn't..got it? be it we are in different teams, but your performance still matters in my eyes...=) it's a long weekend...
Sunday, May 07, 2006
it's a sunday...well, haven't been feeling that empty for weekends...maybe becos' i had my work attachment on saturdays and there aren't this week...and moreover these two days are tuitions all the way cos' my students are going to have their exams this week...and furthermore, i am off tml..making this weekend even longer than i can ever expect...and adding on that, i think i am really falling sick this time round, is just a matter of serious or minor...and reviewing back a little...and counting the days, i only know darling for near to 2 weeks before we officially got together, no wonder ppl say that we are too fast...but i feel it's alright. becos' i have friends whose relationships can last long when they are in the same situation...though we cannot compare becos' each couple is special in their own way...=) it's my off day tml...well, besides staying at home to rest and prepare for work the next day, guess i would be watching the vcd that darling has passed to me perhaps one week plus ago? hahas...well, didn't have time to watch it at that time, so take the chance tml since i am off and would be staying at home. haven't been having time to talk to stef...perhaps i might drop her a call sometime near to chat with her...well, i hasn't forgotten about her birthday that is arriving in another month's time...her present..in the midst of preparing, going to be ready soon...;) and i miss darling so much. even though i only met him on friday...and i will only be meeting him on tuesday when i am getting back to school for attachment... and alone this week, gonna to be busy, the collection of the personal selling items, mummy's birthday, sis's birthday...all lands in this week...as for the collection, i don't know how things are going to be arranged...but mummy says she can pick me up if i need her to...hahas...=) feeling pretty tired.
Friday, May 05, 2006
as usual, reported to tradewinds for work this morning...and the day started off with a heavy rain...it did dampen my mood a little...but well, got into the office and there, faxes coming in for the day...becos we are not working tml...had a late lunch with fennie this afternoon, imagine after we finished lunch, its already near to 4pm...and after that i was busy with all the last minute bookings that came in...it was until 650 then i left the office, leaving darling to wait for me 20 mins...so sorry...;)darling came to pick me up from work today, which was sweet of him. and later accompanied him to take his dinner before he sends me home...and becos' it was already 8 something when i reached my house's bus stop, he decided to send me up to my lobby...sorry darling, didn't managed to accompany you to wait for your bus tonight...=) it's gonna to be another 4 days before i am going to see him again, gonna to miss him so much...and then i just noticed, darling didn't get quite comfortable with my attire today...;) alright, i know what to do the next time round...and on the way home, did mention lots of things and definitely update each other on what's happening over at our sides... got this feeling that i am gonna to get sick soon, maybe becos' it's been too tiring these few days...and my throat feels a little painful...need to drink more water le... yups, i think that's about it for today...my weekend is also not that free, tuitions are on...cos my students' exams are coming...so have to work harder this week...well, i don't have a choice...;) alright then, take care ppl. as for darling, gonna to miss u lots, and love ya. one in a million...
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
school was as usual today except for the auditing of calls that i was given to do the whole day today from 9am to 530pm...and guess what, i was given darling's group to audit...and anyway only his group's calls are available for auditing...;) and well, darling did a pretty nice job...darling had to sacrifice a little hours of his sleep to meet me somewhere to send me to school today, since he does not need to go for his physio anymore...and resulting him getting so tired after work today, and further he skipped his training today just to send me back home...and darling, i know you are able to set your priorities well enough, your soccer training is equally important too, alright? well, today was exception...he has his excuse to argue on...if not, we shall stick back to the promise...as for what happen this evening, take that as a surprise...? well, sometimes couples should learn the way of give and take...so that the relationship can move on smoothly...but darling, i really enjoy every moment of my time that is spent with you...even if it is only a short period of time...;) and also, he has assured me on the matter that has been bothering me from last night till this evening when he sent me home...i have my trust in you, but ask me not to think a little about it, u know it is not possible...and the next problem that we are gonna to face together is our parents, or i should say, my parents...both of us are all learning how to fit ourselves nicely into each other's life...which i think we are doing it perfectly well...even if others are going to say that its too early to say anything...and both of us, i know though people are saying that we are going too fast, much faster than expected...but we are not going to let go of each other's hand in any point of time... alright. darling, i would be missing you since the next time meeting you would be on tuesday...love you always. and people out there, take lots of care... a day to remember.
Monday, May 01, 2006
went out with darling today. went to PS to catch a movie..."daisy", quite a nice movie but the ending was sad. of cos i didn't cry... and lunch, as usual, i went pastamania for lunch with my usual order... and i don't know wht is it becos darling saw his friend working at pastamania, i realise that my serving for today was slightly more...;) and it happens the same thing at Starbucks too... hahas. and then we walked around PS after the movie while waiting for our rings to be engraved...and darling refuses to let me pay for my share..practically, i didn't pay for anything except for some of my stuffs...and just so happen when darling was sending me back home, mummy came down, so she met him already...but she seems fine with it...which make me feel so relieved...and she chatted with him...so i think the only worry i have, is my daddy though he knows about it already...and mummy said that we did have a little couple look, which is through our eyes...=) and i think the appearance of my mummy has shocked darling a little...well, but i think he coped it well...at the same time, i read daddy's email already. i think it should be fine when he's back to talk to him...as long as we are sure that we are serious about this... and this is it...and guess what, it's back to the normal routine tml morning. getting back to the call centre...and i don't know what to wear to match the call centre's tee...it's a headache when the tee doesn't match what i can wear to school...but well, i will find something out from my closet later... |
Goodbye.
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