Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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been busy though.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
it has been at least nearly a week since i enter my last entry. hahas. well, been busy throughout the weekend. (though it's my holidays now.) cousins came over during the weekend, so my sis and i took on the babysitter's job. i know i don't have that kind of charm on kids but my sis do have it alright. hahas. and just send my resume out yesterday. but i think based on the period of time that i have, i might not be able to get a job for only one month de. but nevertheless, i have my tuition job going on still. oh ya, just changed my blogskin. somehow got tired of the previous one. and since i was a little free, just change to the present one now. still making changes here and there. so the whole blog is not really completed yet. hahas. so ppl, bear with this change for the moment until i fully makes the changes complete. marking the last day of february today. firstly let me wish shuting a happy birthday! 18 years old lor. hahas. then it will be march. then my activities comes along. at the same time, all the exams results. then other than that, the meeting up with stef, and not forgetting ling. so there are quite a few activities on hand. so since the HR department has not called and its the second day. i think the chance of getting the job is minimal le. but it's all rites. all rites. for the time being. update till here. will blog in the month of march. take care ppl. exams are finally over. but...
Thursday, February 23, 2006
phew. exams are finally over. the last day today. and in all, i felt, was pretty good though stressful. but whether the results would turn out well...hmmz. that's another matter all right. hahas. which would only happen next month anyway. marking the end of the exams, but mummy has already offered a job on hand, offering at 8 bucks per hour, admin job. well, considering it still. but need to get more info in any case still. meantime, enjoy first. hahas. need to get in touch with enting for the EMD stuffs though. promised to find her after my exams are over. and stef is having her first paper tml. work hard ya. hahas. then at the meantime, i wanna to re-watch the vcds, hahas. still thinking which version to get for Kelly's album. hahas. sure will get one, but don't know when to get only. hahas. and of cos, finances. that's one main prob manz. that's why need a job during the holidays...hahas. many shows to watch on tv...many not that many. its all the idol competition going on. and of cos, the idol drama, dream chasers. hahas. that's one that i have been waiting since they show the preview of it on television a few days ago. when i was having my exams.... well, need my rest le. update things another time. nites ppl. -- can't i have more time...?
Thursday, February 16, 2006
time just pass so fast, its thurs already. some of my frens are starting their first paper tml...hahas. while for my semester this time, i am starting next monday. managed to touch on all the modules. which i feel this study week is so so much useful to me. hahas. all rites. i admit. i am a little lazy la. hahas. oh ya, i did blog on tues, which was valentine's but forgotten to wish ppl out there a happy valentine's. well, its 2 days belated ya. not on purpose. just that i forgotten on tues and didn't want to blog yesterday. was studying. hahas. sweet of vina. to send a valentine msg on tues nite just before i turn in to bed. hahas. and not forgetting, it was nice of syafie to send a msg over too, though he knows it well enough that it was my study week...lol. hahas. trying to stuff my marketing stuffs into my brains these few days, but i only managed to do it for half of the module till now. will try harder. hahas. and my accounts and econs. accounts, all thanks to shan for helping me to revise through, making this a very much easier task to revise through during my study week. and my econs. well, trying to absorb in fully. hahas. at this time, how i wish my exams are over, but i want some more time to revise...hahas. aren't i contradicting myself? hahas. all rites. i think that's enough for today le. -- second day of study week...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
went to meet up with enting, shwa juan and shi yin on sun for the last day of new year. met up with lao pa too. had a very very short chat. so told him that chalet will tell him more. then enting and i also had lots to talk about. cos we haven been meeting up for some time, and girls plus sisters...that's the point. had fun that day but time was too short cos evening i had something on.in the midst of having my study week now...feeling the stress since exams are happening in less than a week's time. and esp this semestral exams will be important, cos we are off to our sspecialisation next year, which is thus very very crucial to me...so other "unnecessary" things i wouldn't be bothered at this moment of time, and if my words ever offend people, then too bad, i already place my words beforehand. so people who at least knows a little of what is happening, please be "kind" enough to get this hint. so dun blame me for rejecting the calls and not replying the messages. becos i am really in the exam mood right now. my temper is not feeling very good this whole week and definitely for next week. of cos if it is for studies then i definitely understand, and would reply to them and guessing it will only be from my nyp peeps. i might just sound unreasonable in this entry. but if u were me in this situation, i think most of the people would feel the same too. back to my revision. -- another tired day spent.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
went for my cousin's birthday bash again...her birthday is on valentine's but she celebrated it earlier to suit those adults who are working...or have a date perhaps? hahas. nothing much happened, just lazing around there, then chat with my aunties, can't interact with the kids, the age gap is too wide. hahas. and the attention of the party was not on the cake cutting. instead it was the chocolate fountain that was on...hahas. but i m still feeling tired. and here after blogging, i will be off to my notes again...mugging for the exams which are along the way...all rites then...and ya, i wil be out with enting they all tml. has been some time since last saw them too...hahas. looking forward to it... yups, that's all...nites ppl. -- it marks the last day of year 1...
Friday, February 10, 2006
10 feb 2006 today...marks the last day of the first year of poly studies. time has just passed so fast, it seemed to feel like as though it has been just day 1 not long ago. and there it is, we are off to different classes, different specialisations, and of cos to mix with different friends around. not forgetting to mention the exams that we are going to take as a class for the last time 1 week later...this whole year has been rather normal to me, with the exception of making new friends unlike when we are promoted in secondary school previously. and of cos not forgetting the old good pals that i normally contact when i have the time...it has been a great year though, knowing people of all kinds. hahas. with the new batch of year 1 coming in...well, chance to meet the ppl is definitely minimal...well, even the best things have their endings in the end. all the best people for the upcoming exams. and i m off to my notes already. ;) -- stressful and the hardest period.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i guess i wouldn't be blogging for the next few days as i am preparing for my exams, well, if there are, then they are short entries. been quite uptight recent these days cos exams are drifting nearer. and we are already on our way to prepare the notes. i am not that kind of students who can study at the last minute and then can score well. i need beforehand preparation. well, just to update a little that's all. back to my revision. --its back to the same cycle.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
went for cousin's birthday party yesterday, having another next week. i seem to have cousins' birthdays almost every month, and my mummy has to buy presents almost every month then.just reached home not long ago. sent my daddy to the airport. and we are off to shop for my sis stuffs after that. and here i am, home, blogging. and other than that, i am multi-tasking on my stats tutorials. it seems like as valentine drifts nearer, certain things seems to be an obstacle for couples to overcome. well, maybe not for all. as much as i am enjoying the free reign of freedom of staying single, but sometimes to envy people who are blissfully in relationships, is another. perhaps it's just influential. to feelings already lost of what's a relationship, it is no longer something that is of such importance as compared in the past. maybe becos of the term, "i am used to it already". but i don't deny that if one comes along, i might adapt to situations very fast again. well, no one knows. but aside this, exams are coming in 2 weeks' time. in midst of preparing my notes. hahas. then after that, i can have fun le. but not to think about that first. this coming week will be a week for revision. then guess have to work very hard le. -- its the same thing over again.
Friday, February 03, 2006
went for dental today. dentist said i could only remove them on my next appt which was six weeks' time. well, this time, confirmed taking out le. hahas. its after the chalet before the JWSS EMD. yups, that's the date. 21st march!! that date is gonna to list as one of impt dates for the month! hahas. well, saw the part on sino's blog just now. well, its all rites. u don't vent it on me directly. and u know i understand what is happening, its all rite. seriously. nevertheless, u must learn how to let go of stuffs. the only thing that u have yet to learn after so many years is to learn how to let go of things when it doesn't belong to u already. u allowed yourself to be the one suffering from all those while the other party just search for another. its not fair to u, even though i already say that every girl in a relationship deserves a chance to be loved, which no girl can be deprived of such right that a guy can give becos its something that is exclusive to her, something that only the loved one can give. of cos when we love someone, we want the feelings to be returned, but when it doesn't then things have to take for a change. the feeling of being in love is always special and sweet, who doesn't want to be in love, i want to be in too. but sometimes, when feelings are accounted to the wrong person, u just have to accept that perhaps its time to wake up and search for a new direction to move on. perfection is something that all girls want to have in their relationship. even i myself do. but most of the time, i rather have attention than perfection if i have to choose. if i have perfection in my relationship, but i can't seek the attention of my guy to me, then what's the use of having one? -- feeling so drained out.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
haven been having time to blog in these 2 days, due to projects datelines. and we had just finished one presentation today, and there's another to go on monday and a report submission on the same day as well. imagine how stressed am i to complete all stuffs. argh! but i supposed everyone is too. but based on this rate that i am going. i guess more or less, i will fall sick after the submission of all projects. bless me please. all rites. anyway. just off the phone with stef. it has been such a long time since we've been on the phone. and guess that this month's outing is skipped off becos of our exams. next month then when the chalet is on. getting back to the project. -- |
Goodbye.
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