Let me hear you call my name.
Jacinta.July 1988 just the way you are. simplistic yet loving. More than words.
I know you love me, too.
*year-end trip with sweets!*graduation trip? *sleepovers! *wedding planner classes! *early childhood classes? *longchamp/kate spate bag *watch *a pair of new sunglasses You were here too?
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tired out...
Thursday, June 30, 2005
though school started late today, but i m feeling tired as usual...busy changing my blogskin to suit my tagboard...cos i can't tag in...then listening to the project superstars thingy...later watching the result show...exciting...read sis's blog...general statements...well, no comments bout that...everyone can make general statements de la...no need to make it a big issue.. oral comm ICA 3 coming up...grouped up with karen, jia yun, raveen(bless me...) haha...take it easy lor... heard on the radio this afternoon... "meeting the correct person at the wrong time is a tragedy" "meeting the wrong person at the right time is a sad thing' "meeting the correct person at the right time is a gift" "meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is the worst thing" i dunno whether all that make sense not, but i know it is fate for two to meet and stay together as friends...friendship should be a bond that links two ppl closely together...treasure the bond...cos most of the time, many ppl used to let them slip past and they dun turn back...its jus that only chance...one and only...relationships too, dun let a good partner slips past and then regret it...i did regret before...but it is impossible to chase it back...cos its too far away from me and it is not within the grab of my hands...i hated myself for it...but it has been a good one and the half year...it should not bother me already...put this aside... tml has p team training...i think its on deportment only...bro alvin says its gonna to be fun...shall wait and see... has accounts tml but my show and tell presentation not be completed cos sherlin was not here today...shall talk to mr chee tml...and sherlin is fit for debarment le...shocking news... was talking to sis on the train today about the bonding of friendship between the six of us...ting, shan, lis, me, alvin, alex...how well is the bond, how strong it is, how long wil it last, so on... well, no matter wat everything wil have to come to an end, it is jus when it is... jus finished watching project superstar, guess what the one who has the highest score from the judges was booted out le! jus too surprising for me...others as usual...those not performing up to standard de...haiz...next week, top 16 already...so fast...time jus flies... finally back...
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
finally i m back after so many days...actually not many right...haha...my internet connection is finally linked up for me to blog my entry again...today attended the first training session for the p team, make up and customer service....make up session was somehow terrible...but it was fun ya... aside this matter, many things happened these few days...perhaps too many for us to take le...jus dun understand why izzit so hard for ppl to stay as pure frens with pure innocence and honesty...perhaps its jus hard not to find one these days...but i dun get it, how can ppl jus be nice to u in the front yet backstab u badly behind you? i really dun understand... finally settle with two projects handed in...then come econs...haha..when i haven even settle POM...haha... well, hopefully everything will turn out fine...for me, still trying to let go...but it is harder than it is said ya...things that are never fated to land for u will never be yours...no matter how hard one tries...one must learn to accept the reality of things that are around...but don't regret for things that you wished you have done but u didn't... still working on my labtop so.... P.S ah jan, i hv the whole cd for energy lor...i also like the song...haha terrible...
Monday, June 27, 2005
today is the first day school reopens...but things are not moving as smoothly as it supposed to be...finally submitted the stats project then now we have internet to headache about...isn't it bad...then my hse internet connection can only be repair on wed...that means i must use other ppl internet connection these two days...that's why i m using the school's one to settle today's blog...sob...settle internet project first...blog in again later... ...
Friday, June 24, 2005
its fri...reach school round 11 plus tis morning...started doing stats and finally done...starting with POM...then internet project is with alex..so i can only pass info to alvin since he's in school today...then suddenly received call from mummy that home internet connection is down...sob...how to use...so hv to blog in school now...so she decided to get a notebook for me on sunday...at least i can use internet..if not all my work dun need to do le... then received email from Mrs Gina Weers that i m in the pro team le...in fact all the six of us are in the pro team le...haha...good rite...and training starts next week....wil be busy when sch reopens le... hv to get used to school hours again after 2 weeks...then projects haven finished de...more wil come when school opens...sob... then managed to talk to stef today online...and yijun too, but that guy...his game is always more impt...supposed to meet up with stef but she needs to go for cca la...so another time lor... so tired...but so many things not done...and i wouldn't be able to blog for tml cos internet connection is off unless i can do something to it...? hopefully i can save it...haha... total stress up...
Thursday, June 23, 2005
today was terrible...the interviewers were the deputy director of SBM...and another lecturer..they start bombarding us with questions...so sis lis after the interview...better not say la..very pai seh de...haha...she knows can le...then bro alvin was late for his interview...we tried calling so many times, tot his batt flat but...it was that he was still in bed la...then sorry alex...didn't mean to wake u up tis morning...haha...then off to settle internet project today...research till headache la...terrible...so many things...worse off than stats...talking bout this...tml meeting up to touch up stats...finally... and today aft lunch, me, ting, shan, lis n alvin...managed to sit down and chat for a while...lots of stuff to catch up in fact...lots of laughter and jokes...haha...but also got lots of stuffs that doesn't make us much of the laughter...time will heal everything rite? i know...and i m learning how to put things away without them affecting me...trying hard...sis and bro know it...saying that, school is gonna to reopen soon...next week... then uncle called me today and ask if i could work part time for the mext two weeks...but my school reopen le...how to? although i wan... inital D starts its box office le...so tempted to watch...but the movie tickets are....expensive...yes...so maybe ask mummy to redeem tickets la...or watch it when the ticket prices are not so ex from mon to wed...haha... watch the jue dui superstars results show...its the same thing la...those got booted out...cried badly...but those who stayed cried the same as well...funny huh...haha... then tutorials not completed and its thurs already...haha...slogging my weekends to finish it then...blog in at a later time...second interview...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
haiz...tml six of us are gonna to have the second interview for the p team...went shopping today jus to get another set of formal wear...cos they ask us to be in business attire...then can someone tell me wat's the diff btw formal wear and business attire...? well, since business attire...so went westmall jus now...stepped into G2000 to get a whole set of formal wear, include a blazer, skirt plus a blouse...cost my mom nearly $200...wow...aside this, the second interview jus give us all the worries...interviewers would be diff i think...then the way we present ourselves, the way we speak...many things to take note...stressed out...gonna to iron the set that i bought jus now...so tired... got a scare tis morning...received a msg from Mrs Gina Weers informing me bout the 2nd interview...then need to call Ms Koh to confirm my attendance...haha...busy day tml i supposed..in the morning only...haha...then school is gonna to reopen soon...muz prepared tutorials to be done...projects to be submitted...haiz... well, off to iron the clothes le.. :) almost...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
went back to school to settle two of my projects...stats and internet...finally, stats is gonna to be done le..only left with the contents page and other minor stuffs needed to be done on fri when met up with hazel and crystal...as for internet, we are gonna to research somemore and bro alvin will do the job...haha...woke up at 9 plus tis morning...yesterday nite was busy replying to msgs...sis lis, bro alvin...and the most surprising one...sing yong...he msg me suddenly last nite...well, we'll meet if i hv time ya...then was going thru the websites for mp3 players...godma is getting me a mp3 for my birthday...but her budget is low...so mom says she is gonna to top up the remaining...maybe creative, i pod or sony? i think sony wil be better ba...and bro alvin says the latest model is nice...and its $499...haha...see how la... now in the lab...jus finish doing the stats thingy...and everyone seems to get so crazy...bonkers due to laughing? haha...which include cat, mali, and nurul... still tired...tml resting at home...fri wil have to come back to settle the last bit for stats...tiresome... another 2 days...wil be the 18th month since we broke up...i know i shouldn't be thinking of it...but it's hard not to...cos it is a permanent impact in my life...something that i wil not forget...perhaps it shouldn't be this ending if i didn't mention the break up...and he doesn't believed that a relationship should have a second round, cos the feelings wun be the same anymore...so i hv missed it...and it's forever...it's a permanent regret... it's lucky that he doesn't know that i hv a blog...so he wouldn't read it... should a relationship hv the second round? does it make any difference at all? answer...maybe not...but many things can happen...good or bad...ppl do silly things when one dumped him/her for another, but that doesn't change the situation i supposed... enough of theories...i m getting tired too...perhaps will continue some time later....till then... another day gone...
Monday, June 20, 2005
well, another day has gone...dunno what have i been doing today...perhaps complete part of my stats project...starting on the presentation of the POM thingy...what else...?dunno what has got into me today...feeling short-tempered very easily...small little things can also get on my nerves... getting back to school tml...to do internet and stats at the same time...as well to meet up with dell to check with mr chee if our show and tell can do together since jannah is not in school and sherlin doesn't reply to my msgs...it might seems to be unfair to her...but with no reply, it can't be a duo presentation done by one right? i dunno what i m doing is right, but with no news of her at all, i supposed so... then my hw are all not completed yet...haha...jus started on pom today...something is definitely wrong with me, jus that i dunno what it is that's all...if its rest then perhaps i had mine already...i woke up at 1030 tis morning ok...but i stil feel so tired...ok then i m abnormal... still smsing with sis lis, sherlin didn't go for stats today...also dunno what happen to her la..haiz...jus complaining to sis bout anything minor little things that happen...hope she didn't find me noisy...its always a relief talking to sis lis...and definitely with ting and shan, jus that i talk to sis lis more...haha...its a pleasure in fact...cos i know she'll hv ways to console me... well then, that's it...off to continue my projects thingy... stressed...
Sunday, June 19, 2005
woke up at 10 plus this morning...haha...sunday, supposed to be a relaxing day...but...things just don't fit into what it is supposed to be...started doing the stats project thingy, if not i won't be able to finish on time...meeting cat on tues to settle some of the stuffs first...my grp supposed to meet up on wed but now, its fri le...cos hazel has to work on wed, crystal has something on...i just so worried tat we wouldn't be able to get done with it...and we are supposed to hand in on the first day when school reopens...hopefully then.... as for the internet project which my grp hasn't touched at all...gonna to do it on tues...also have to hand in when school reopens...don't know how are we gonna to handle stuffs...haiz...then i hv my show and tell presentation with sherlin for accts...but she can't even be contacted...what m i supposed to do? many of the projects she's in...but she's not ard...how...haiz..... at least for pom it's not so bad...at least we are done with the interview already...and it's needed later...on top of all this, the pro team second interview...all these r just gonna to stress everyone out...esp sis lis, she looked tired...much more than the other five of us... was listening to carrie's version of 'angels brought me here' which linked me back to many happenings of the past...thinking about them, it was hurtful...i know by thinking of them, it wouldn't changed history, but at least that was wat i remembered in my memory even though it might not exist in another... well, then bless the six of us for the second interview...pray hard that the projects can be done in time... not too good after all...
Saturday, June 18, 2005
haiz...tis morning received a call from Mrs Gina Weers that we have to go thru another round of interview...we'll be informed next week...terrible...and it is not confirmed that we will get in thru...and its due to overwhelming response so they decided to have another one...i tot we have done off with it...but it seems lyk this round is not easy...all the six of us must be very prepared le...well, met up with my grp members for the pom interview at westmall this afternoon...the interview lasted for 2 hours plus...and alvin has to analyse what cecilia (the manager) said before typing it out using his new notebook...haha...but i supposed it was a fruitful one...just that after that we hv to crack our brains to decide how to start the presentation...haha...and instead of us presenting a gift to her, she presented each of us a keychain...so pai seh...haha...and i m supposed to collect some more info from her sister who is my fren.... tired even though it's saturday...haiz...no time to rest...still have to rush stats...cos meeting them up on tues morning...then also have internet proj on tues afternoon...so many stuffs...then pom will come along soon...bless me... more relaxed...
Friday, June 17, 2005
went to school early in the morning for the briefing for the pro team...and i had to wait for bro alvin to come and we were late instead...guess what, we'll need to go for training course, and the next piece of good news is that ting and alex entered the pro team...finally with us...haha...then after that, settle the pom questions for interview tml afternoon with alvin and alex...and today on the way back on the train, just so happen someone who sat beside me was folding paper cranes...which reminded me of a gift that was given to someone the previous year for christmas...it was hurtful, but i supposed time would heal it slowly... just finished talking to stef on the phone...dunno how many days we never chat le... tml has pom interview...another busy day tml... first time in....
Thursday, June 16, 2005
its my first entry...but there are too many things happening...jus went for dental today but my dentist says it needs to be further tightened before i can remove my braces...haiz...then about the pom interview thingy, we had to change the interview to sat morning....cos alex is working tml...plus i hv to get to school early tml cos i hv sbm pro team's briefing...and a sum of $40 bucks ok...dunno what it is for anyway...its a busy week in conclusion.... |
Goodbye.
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